Killer with a heart of gold (short story) (complete)

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not bestseller written

will or may have-

things that should or cant happen  irl

murder

death

abuse

violence

blood

sex

kinks

public sex

bondage

rape

miscariage 

abortion

drugs

don't like what is listed don't proceed

Female name is -Dayana Lowman)))

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Being married to the Tacoma Killer isn't a easy ordeal. I love him with all my heart its just half the things he has to do or it required to do could risk him seriously injured or possibly dead. 

I dont regret being married to Happy and I dont regret having his kids. I love him so much I just fear that I'll loose him and I know that everyday isn't promised.

When I first met Happy he was in Bakersfield visiting his mom and aunt when we had a run in. both was at fault for not looking where we was going.

at first he was gonna curse me out but when he looked up he stopped short of what he was gonna say.

"Sorry. I wasn't paying attention" he said

"its fine I wasn't either" I tell him

he nods his head.

when he went to walk off I stopped him and asked if he wanted to grab a bite to eat. and from there we just hit it off.

when I learned about what he does and what he's a part of I told him I'd not try to take him away from that or make him choose between me or the club. that as long as it doesn't kill him or I then I'm perfectly fine with what he does. I also told him I'd never nark on him or his club that I'd kept a tight lip and play as dumb as one could possibly be. I also told him if we were to ever have kids and the club is responsible for something bad happening to them then I'm not gonna play stupid anymore and I'll deal with the fucker that is at fault for our baby or babies being hurt. to which he replied I'd have to beat him to it.

We dated for five months, I got his crow and then  just eloped cause he was facing prison time. before he went in I told him that I loved him and I'd be out here waiting for him.

which I was I never sought pleasure from anyone. nor did I try to sir trouble or cause it for the club. 

WHen Happy got out he transferred to Charming and we moved there when the prez JT accepted it.

I met all the guys and their ol'ladies and their kids. I sadly met the croweaters and they met me and not the way they wished to or wanted to.

I had beat the fuck out of half the croweaters in the CHarming clubhouse and I've practically put half of Lu who is a pornstudio owner. I've nearly put half her female stars on the unable to work do to harsh injuries. 

I had warned them all and I had warned them all hell even Happy warned them but they never listened.

After while they was tired of getting their jaw broke and their nose so they stopped trying to fuck my husband.

when we got settled into the swing of things in Charming Happy experienced a loss when his mom passed away. so he and I headed to Baker's field to handle all of those important arrangements.

it took a while for that took get fully situated. I didn't rush him to mour and I didn't critize or piss him off to where we would fight.

I was his shoulder to cry on and person to hold as he mourned the loss of his mother.

a couple of months after her passing I had became pregnant later on down the line I had learned I wascarrying fraternal twins. I told Happy and he was pleased to know we are started the family we've talked about.

With my whole pregnancy Happy had been there when he can me to help out with everything not wanting to leave it all to me to handle.

After I had given birth to Celicly "cece" and Gracen I seen a whole different part of Happy and It wasn't  bad side either it was a protective father who if you fuck with his babies you're ass is fucked.

Our twins is his world as they are mine and they have him wrapped around their little fingers. 

he's fully hands on and he doesn't complain about the late night diaper changes or feedings.

half the time when they wont nap he'll lay them on his bare chest and rub their backs till they fall asleep then he takes himself a nap.

I've taken so many pictures of him and our babies and put them in my home office and our bedroom I have nearly ran out of wall space and desk space.

But just seeing my healthy tatted biker who is labeled killer. having a heart of gold when it comes to our babies makes me fall madly in love with him and wanna birth more babies.

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A/N: from S.O.A imagine ( don't like touching grass)

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