Alexis 'The girl who didnt believe in miracles' (ON HOLD)

Falling is a nice sensation. However not when you're falling to your death. It feels like you're falling forever, down into a black hole. They say your life flashes before your eyes before you die. I wonder if fake memories count? The pain is still there with those memories lurking in the back of my head. Warmth is flowing through my back. My limbs have grown limp. I see my blood flow out of my body into the air, forming red beads. It doesn't fall as quick as my body does. If I had a heart, I would already be dead. I can feel the air flowing through he hole in my chest. Pain is the only thing I feel. Maybe death won't be so bad? All my pain will go away. My sadness. My anger. My existence. Though without me, he will kill them. I can already feel their pain and I just want it all to end. Giving up is the only thing that seems possible. I close my eyes and relax as if I'm going to sleep. I lose myself in happier times...even though they are fake.

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Hey guys, it's me and I'm back with another story! :D I have been working on this story for 3 years now. There are 5 books in total and this is just the sart ;) I haven't made a cover yet but I will when I have time. Anyway, I would be very grateful if you review and tell me what you think! ^_^ 

There will be much much more to look forward to with this! This story is actually going to be quite long :) I hope you will enjoy it!

Note that it contains blood and gore (sooo much blood o_o) action and foul language that's not good for the kids! I reccomend you don't read this if you're below the age of 13 at least, okay? Thanks ^_^