Mystery of The Blue Eyes That Changed The Devil l Jungkook Fanfiction

Chapter 17

Jungkook seems to be changing. Since the heated argument of y/n, he didn't visit the club. For the first time he doesn't feel like to go there anymore. He wants to be in home to relax his body. The thoughts which never came into his mind, is now roaming all over his brain after the arrival of y/n.

Currently jungkook is staring at the ceiling of his room. He is not a person who go to bed early. But his mind is blank which doesn't know what to do right at the moment.

Am I in love?

A sudden thought jolts up in his mind when he remembers the weird feelings he is feeling recently. He is curious about it. It doesn't mean that he doesn't feel love. He is indeed a man with emotions. Even though he absolutely knows them he doesn't like to feel them. Cause he has an incurable hatrad towards that emotions which lead him to lose everything.

Love is like a fire. It can give warmth to someone in winter as well as it can burn an innocent soul into ashes. For jungkook, love is a fire which is igniting with incurable flames. It destroyed his innocent, relax, cheerful and soft soul into ashes and made a devil who punishes people who is against him. Now he is a human without huminity.

"I can't"

I wisphered under his breath still staring at the white ceiling. His both hands are under his head and chocolate brown eyes of him is directed towards the ceiling without even blinking.

He knows how love feels. Earlier love is sent by him for others and he received love from his loved ones. He used to cherish his loved ones showering lot of love and happiness. But the same love cause him to lose his gentleness.

"No! It can't be happened. WHY?"

He hears his own broken sound in his brain. Jungkook remembers that horrible day which was in 10 years of past. Even though he wanted to forget that day, it still remains in his memory perfectly and plainly.

A past memory of him starts to replay again in his mind. He sees himself, little jungkook was on his knees while the salty tears continuously falling from his already moisten eyes.

Jungkook doesn't want to feel love cause he knows how hurt it is when they suddenly disappeared. At the present also he is debuting with his own thoughts. He is afraid. He is afraid she will leave after one year of their contract. He can't be broken again.

From that horrible day a single tear nor a smile appeared on his face. Only his coldness is visible. Cause he doesn't want to be weak. Emotions are the things lead a person to be weak according to him.

So he takes a decision to never love someone. He comes to a vow that he would avoid that feeling he feels when y/n is with him. Even though it is hard, he has to.

After heaving a sigh jungkook stands up from the bed. The only thing can calm his mind right now is a shot. Wearing his slippers he makes his way to grab a liquor bottle.

But hearing an angelic voice, his legs weaken to make him stop at his tracks. Following the rhythmic sound he realizes that sound is coming from the open door of y/n's room. His tall frame halts at the door of her room. He see how she sings while playing a karoke video in her phone.

"I love every moment that I breath under the same sky as you
The word 'love' is not enough for this beautiful feeling

Shivers run through my entire body
I am so happy
Tears fall, ye
Some people say love
But, to me, it seems that there is something greater than that
If you know what it is, tell me
If there isn't a word for, create one
To this beautiful feeling
This beautiful feeling