to younger me
i'm sorry for hurting your body,
for starving you,
for making you feel so blue,
for tainting you with scars,
for attempting to make you live among the stars,
for criticising your every flaw,
for forcing you to hate life more,
for isolating you so far away,
for having people beg you to stay,
for worrying family thinking you would die,
for eyes welling up to cry and cry and cry,
to younger me,
i'm sorry
