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My name is Beago,I am a nightcrawler,well,my name is bearly used,I'm also known as "skin and bones" or "freak".I don't have meany friends,probably because I don't talk to people.

People think I'm a freak,not just because my parents are gay,but,also the fact that I'm a skinny as a stick and only have one set of ears,looking at my stomach makes me sick and upset,I eat to much,but I look starved,why me?and why was I born with it?nothing could've caused my ugly mutations,so why are they there?it's stupid,I hate it,I hate it so much,I hide my body with a t-shirt so nobody can see my ribs,I never take those clothes off cuz as soon as I do everyone points.im eating way to much but I feel like I just have to eat,and eat,and eat so my body can be perfect,but its just not working,looking at all the humans and gootraxians with perfect weight makes me jealous,I wish I could just cover my face with a box and hide away,get surgery to make my stomach look bigger,if only,I have to act cheerful around my parents so they don't worry about me 24/7,I may seem like a happy kid (although people see me as a teen who smashes bottles in the alleyway and barks at people who walk around wearing tails),but inside I'm crying,I just need someone who I can trust enough to let my feelings out at and cry on thier shoulder for hours,but nobody is perfect to me because I have such bad trust issues when it comes to talking,i keep my crushes to myself because im scared of i tell them they will just throw me in a ditch because im not pretty or weighted enough for them,like people say,I'm just to skinny,to darn skinny.i hate it.

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