seven months

reunion

"Then the three dogs chased me" My date finished his story, I laughed so hard I almost choked on my noodles.

"Be careful" He chuckled and poured water into my glass.

I downed the glass of water. from the corner of my eyes I saw the door to the restaurant opened. my gaze wandered up, and I froze in my seat with my napkin in my hand on my mouth when I saw who walked in.

he looks around the restaurant possibly trying to find an empty seat. Go kyung-jun's eyes meet mine, and for a second nothing else matters that is until he turns around and hurries out of the restaurant.

"Excuse me, I'll be back," I said with a dismissive tone.

I bump into a few of the waiters as I leave the restaurant.

The guy that saved me that night, the one that bullied me, but had the softest spot when it came to me. The same one that I caught feelings for.

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"I told you its not y/n" Go Kyung-Jun's voice was demanding and intimidating as So-Mi's eyes widened in shock, Go Kyung-Jun continued "if you go around and tell people that I will kill you myself" I felt my heart skip beats as I walked away quietly before either of them noticed I was eavesdropping.

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I open the restaurant door and he's turning into an alley, I run towards him.

"Go Kyung-Jun!" panting I rest my hands on my knees.

He stops walking, but he doesnt turn around.

"Why are you avoiding me?" I asked with a heavy heart. "I know I dragged you into the game, but I'm suffering just as much as you are." my hands are shaking as I'm emptying what was built 7 months ago.

"Really, y/n? cause it doesn't seem that way." He turned slowly, looked at me with an unreadable expression, and pointed a finger to the restaurant when I realized he was talking about the date

I felt a mix of guilt, pain, and anger in my chest giving me a suffocating feeling.

"Kyung-Jun, its not like that." I replied breaking eye-contact and looked down, keeping my posture.

"Then whats it like?" He snapped back with a pain in his voice masked with anger and fury.

"You wouldn't know because you keep pushing me away!" I took a deep breath, looked at him with anger in my eyes and pain in my voice "You and I were the only survivors in the game and I needed you because I can't go around and tell people about what happened and hope that they give me comfort and safety and not call me crazy, so I thought you would understand me more than anyone else would, hell I even thought you might need me, but no all I got was more pain," My voice cracked and my eyes became more and more glassy with every passing second.

Under the little light from the restaurant that shone on the both of us, you could see he tensed up immediately. I caught the look of guilt in his eyes that he quickly managed to hide it. He opened and closed his mouth a few times before he scoffed with a hint of annoyance and disappointment lingering on the words.

"You dragged me into the game, I killed people because of you, I lost my best friends because of you, I've done everything I never thought I'd do in a million fucking years because of you and you expect me to be all good after all that you expect me to welcome you back with open arms and cradle you in my arms y/n?" He reached into his pocket for his cigarettes.

"fuck you Kyung-jun," I managed to get out as I watched my whole world shattered before my eyes.

"Don't try to contact me or come near me. If you see me in public, you don't know me and I don't know you." He said in a calm voice.

He lit his cigarette, turned around and left.

I watched his silhouette disappear as he turned another alley.

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