𝐉𝐉 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐘𝐧 𝐑𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐞

chapter 5: new boyfriend?!?!?!

WARNING: RAPE , SH

( YOU CAN SKIP THIS CHAPTER A LITTLE BUT NOT ALL THE WAY )

The knob turns to see... rafe holding a mouth gag and handcuffs. he quickly closed the door and locks it and puts the mouth gag on I almost couldnt breathe. He put handcuffs on me and picked me up and unlocked the door carrying me to his room. locking the door behind him, he lays me and the bed stripping me clothless. I started to cry. he didn't care he stripped himself. he jumped on my waist and started to bounce faster and faster each bounce I kept on crying till I couldn't. he started putting his dick inside and outside I moaned In pain. I couldn't take anything anymore it was like I couldn't feel anything on the inside. no emotions... I snapped back to reality while rafe moved me on top forcing me to bounce up and down on his body. I felt him forcing me harder and faster. until he cummed on me. I felt an ick come into me. while he cleaned both of us up. he put his clothes back. leaving me speechless about how I just got raped by a man I once loved. I'm still handcuffed and mouth gagged. I feel him feeling all my body naked. I feel him putting on his underwear and my bra. he opened his closet and he got me a shirt and and a pair of his gray cargos. I was just sitting there in shock wondering what to do without John b and JJ comforting me by my side. I see rafe leave. a few seconds the door opens to see Sarah standing. she quickly closed the door quietly and locked it. she grabbed the keys to my handcuffs and Ungagged me and lift me up pushing me out the window luckily there was a bush she jumped out after. we ran into her black car running away from rafe fast I saw bags in the back
" what's with the clothes" I ask she hands me my phone " I'm running away and here's your phone you left it in the wine cellar" I grab it and thank her. I almost opened jjs text but then exited out messages app and turned off my phone. I think of jj the whole ride until Sarah said something when we were close to the chateau.
" what happened with you and rafe today" she said I looked uncomfortable at her she said sorry.
I just couldn't speak to anyone right now. we pulled in the driveway. she got out and so did i. I looked at JJ and started crying. he came up to me but I ran into my room and locked the door. I couldn't bare telling him. he'd probably judge me I just sat on my bed staring at my wall until I decide to take a shower. I put the hot all the way until it was so hot it felt like boiling water. I didn't put any cold on. I waited til the bath filled up and grabbed my pocket knife. I hopped into the bath and grabbed my knife waiting for the right time wondering if I should. I decided later I put in on the floor and was lying all the way in the steaming hot bath. I winced but I deserve it. 8 minutes later I get out and grab my knife off the floor and started crying and picking out a hoodie and sweatpants. I put it on and rolled up the sleeve and I cut myself on my wrist and my thighs. I cried in pain and wiped the blood away pulling down my sleeves to my hoodie and rolling down the pant legs. I unlocked the door and laid on my bed watching snc and the Sturniolos crying when I saw a notification from JJ. I just ignored it and started to fan girl over Colby,Sam, Chris, and Matt.
I posted on my insta I blocked rafe before on all apps

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after I just walked out my room and into the kitchen. I hear jjs voice behind me. oh my gosh why him at this fucking time. " why were you at Rafes?" he says I turn around and immediately hug him. he knew something was wrong but he knew that I hate people saying are you okay. so he just hugged me back. " it's okay cupcake.." I pull away " I love you JJ.." I say " I love you too... yn.. would you like to be my girlfriend" he said I kiss him then pull away " yes" I say
" I think I knew that when you kissed me" he said as I playfully punched him. I grab my phone and my headphones and Played Skin- Colby Brock. and walked to my room closing the door behind me and laying down on my bed falling asleep

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SORRY MLS THIS IS SO SHORT!!! IM GONNA WORK ON MY NEW MATT STURNIOLO STORY I PROMISE!!! I HAVENT POSTED A NEW PART IN FOREVER MY MENTAL HEALTH IS WORSE THEN EVER. MY REAL DADS THREATENING ME SO YEAH. I HAD A SLEEPOVER WITH MY BSF AND LEFT MY PHONE ON ACCIDENT AND THEN MY REAL DAD WAS THREATENING ME IF I DIDNT ANSWER THE PHONE AND I DIDN'T CHECK UNTIL LIKE AN HOUR AGO.