Dec 13, 1950 Jessie Matthews
I... I cannot believe this! She's a queer! I have to report this to the governments office immediately! It is just that.. I do not completely want to. It is hard to explain the feeling I am feeling right now, this feeling of odd need for that love she gave out to that woman earlier in the night. Although, this is most likely just my need for a man. I fear mother and father may become concerned if I do not find a man soon. I...
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Just then Abigail walks back into the apartment, she sounds like she's alone so Jessie goes out to see her. The moment Jessie walks in through her door she can smell the alcohol on Abigail's breath. She stands there "what was that back at the bar?" Jessie asks with a twinge of annoyance in her voice. Abigail just giggles and smiles "why do you care? Are you jealous?" Leaving Jessie with a slight blush on her face as she looks away angrily "you're a queer! A faggot! How dare you not tell me!!". Abigail stands there, a look of enthusiasm on her face "well what'd you expect moving in with a single woman?" She smirks. Jessie just continues looking away "I should report you. It's only been a couple days and yet we're working together. I need to report you.". Abigail looks there with a smile, she realizes and her smile grows even wider "you're jealous aren't you?! You can admit it. I won't be angry." She says with a wink as she puts her purse down. Jessie whips her head around and stares at Abigail, eyes wide and cheeks blushing "I-... No.. I can't...!" Abigail walks up to her and holds her face with a smirk "why can't you?". Jessie looks up and their eyes meet... she bites her lip "I..." she grabs at the cross around her neck "...he won't allow it..." Abigail just smiles softly as she reaches behind Jessie's neck "May I?" She asks. Jessie looks down and nods shortly, Abigail undos the chain and puts it down on the side table. She smirks as she grabs her chin "well now he can't see us.." she says sweetly, and before she can say anything else to tease her, Jessie pulls Abigail in for a kiss. Abigail is shocked by this sudden showing of affection, Jessie tugs at the collar of Abigail's shirt since she's a bit shorter. Jessie pulls away breathless, "no he can't.." she says with a short smile, Abigail just looks at her stunned "I thought I would have to make that move.." and Jessie just giggles.
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Well.. that ended up differently. We decided to spend the night in each other's rooms, in bed together. We did not have any sort of intercourse, but we slept next to each other.. and honestly, it is every thing I have been wanting.
