Love In The Lights (Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 16

YOUR POINT OF VIEW
i was rudely woken up by ice cold water being thrown over my face 'AAHHHHHH!' i screamed as i shot out of my bed wiping the water away from my face and rubbing my eyes, to allow myself to adjust to the surroundings and brightness of the lights. i shot my head towards the person snickering and holding back fits of laughter next to me 'LACEY WHAT THE FUCK?!' i screamed, i am beyond annoyed right now i should be asleep and not woken up like that, especially on one of my days off 'WHOA sorry miss moody pants' she said sarcastically 'Lacey please just fuck off' i groaned as i collapsed back into my head in attempt to get some sleep, right now i don't even want to know what the time is because i will be even more pissed. i am not a morning person and everyone knows that 'just get your ass down in the kitchen. now.' Lacey told me sounding a little angrier and much sterner i suppose i better go down. i dragged myself out of bed, still in my pajamas's which in my case is just an over sized t-shirt my bum was on show so i threw Justin's jumper on over the top in attempt to cover my bum although i knew perfectly well it wasn't working, i groggily walked downstairs groaning as i moved to show everyone how tired i am 'what?' i asked rudely as i sat down on a stool and rest my head against the kitchen counter top 'YN, attitude' my mum told me, she never lets me get away with anything.. if she think's i am being rude or disrespectful she will tell me to cut it out and i am grateful because i don't want to act like a brat 'sorry' i mumbled and lifted my head away from the counter top 'okay so i have some good news for you' Lacey said although she was clearly still pissed at me 'what is it?' i asked trying to sound more enthusiastic 'so Ellen wants to do an interview with you... and Justin' she said smiling 'why?' i asked because that's not usually what happens having a couple go on an interview show and especially because we are just a new couple 'she had a cancel and she wants you two because she thinks you are both amazing' she told me 'Lace, i'm just a model i don't have much to speak about..' i began to tell her before she cut me off by saying 'just do it, it's a great opportunity and it'll be really fun' she pleaded 'okay i'll do it. does Justin want to do it?' i asked unsure 'not sure Scooter is asking him now' she said with her eyes glued to her iPhone 'okay' i said as i walked out of the kitchen and back to my bedroom, although now i wouldn't be able to go back to sleep, i grabbed my phone and checked the time it was 10:12 am.. okay so i did get a better lay in than i thought. i decided to call Justin and see what he thought about it all, after 3 rings he picked up 'hey baby' he said sounding sleepy which was the most adorable thing ever 'morning' i groaned 'Lacey wake you up about Ellen?' he asked 'yep by throwing water over me' i complained 'aww baby' he cooed 'anyway, what do you think about the whole Ellen thing?' i asked 'well i'll do it and i am happy to i just don't want you to like get hate or anything because of it..' he said 'i haven't even looked on twitter but whatever it is like i am sure i will get over it' i said 'okay well whatever it is, don't let it get to you because you are beautiful and perfect' he said sounding more awake now 'thanks' i said blushing 'are you blushing?' he said and i could tell through his voice that he was smirking 'no' i said 'aww i make you blush!' he screamed 'yeah yeah whatever, what are you doing today?' i asked 'i have rehearsals for tour all day, but don't forget about our date tonight' 'how could i forget? i'll see you later' 'bye baby' he sang through the phone 'bye Justin' i said as i hung up.. i actually sort of forgot about our date tonight but hey my day just got better. tour. i hadn't even thought about it yet, and that scares me. a lot. he will be travelling the world and it isn't just like i can go and see him because i have work. this is going to be hard i had completely forgot that he was even going on tour, for almost 2 years i have heard on twitter wow, okay i just need to not think about that and think of the time we do have together i mean we will make it work, they say that absence makes the heart grow fonder so lets hope that that is true. i decided to go on twitter considering i haven't been on in it in days and i kind of want to see the hate and what people have to say towards me and hopefully change their minds.. i first tweeted: 'got rudely awakened by @laceycarter thanks.' then i decided to go onto my mentions and i had the usual, fans telling me they loved me and thanked me for everything and there was hate, and a lot, some was average and what i expect, people telling me to stay away from Justin and that i am ugly but that didn't hurt but this one did.. it was a 'jelena' account saying 'you're useless, horrible, ugly, fat and i hate you, go die.' i don't get it why still have an account for a relationship that is no longer existing.. i decided i was going to reply nothing mean.. so i replied saying 'don't tell people to die one day they might believe what you say don't judge people unless you know them.' and shockingly they didn't reply and i got a lot of respect for that i saw that a lot of people had pictures of me and Justin together as there picture and it was cute. i took a picture of myself with no make up on, hair in a bun and in Justin's jumper i posted it on twitter saying 'morning!' i stayed on twitter for another hour at least tweeting people and talking to them. i got extremely bored though so i decided i would just pop round to Kendall's i threw on leggings and a top and didn't bother with any make up i really wasn't in the mood 'i'm going to Kendall's' i called out before walking out of my house and into the car.

'YN' Kourtney said as she opened the door 'hey, sorry is like everyone round? i don't want to intrude' i said 'don't be stupid get your ass in!' she said as she dragged me in 'YN YN YN!' i heard Mason call as he was running towards me 'hey Mase' i said as i picked him up in my arms, i walked out and everyone was here, even Khloe and Lamar, i looked over and i saw Kendall but then i also saw Zack, ew why is he here? i'm just going to avoid him like i did yesterday. 'hey guys!' i said to everyone this is like my second family and Kendall thinks the same about mine 'hey doll!' Kris said pulling me down to sit with her with Mason bouncing up and down on my knee 'hey mamma Kris' i said giving her a hug 'so spill spill spill, you and Justin Bieber?!' she practically screamed 'DID I JUST HEAR YOU AND JUSTIN BIEBER?!' Khloe screamed as she walked over and joined in our conversation, i blushed and smiled 'yeah' i said still blushing 'told you!' Khloe said 'whatever' i told her smiling 'aww hottie couple!' Kris said 'is it true that Zack used to date you?' Kris asked me although she was being much more quiet at this point. by now Kim, Kris, Khloe and Kourtney were involved in the conversation 'i went on like 2 dates with him but nothing more why?' i asked 'he told all of us that he dated you like properly' Kim said. whoa hold up, is he fucking kidding me!? my eyes widened 'no no no no never!' i said 'never say never' Khloe joked, i just stared at her 'i can't believe it, i'm going to speak to him' i said and handed Mason to Khloe or 'KoKo' as he calls her, i was beyond pissed but i wasn't going to show it 'hey guys' i said overly happily as i joined them as they dipped their feet into the pool 'hey YN' Kendall said hugging me 'hey' Zack said not taking his eyes away from me. After a few minutes of sitting awkwardly in silence Kendall spoke up 'do you two want a drink?' she asked, we both agreed and she walked away giving me time to knock some since into this prick 'what the fuck is wrong with you?!' i hissed 'you can't avoid me YN' he said 'i'm avoiding you because you are trouble, we never dated why are you telling people we did' i asked clearly pissed off 'we did date' he said flatly 'no we didn't' i said raising my voice now 'you know you still like me face it, we are meant to be together' he said with an arrogant smile 'no i don't i am happy with Justin in fact i am beyond happy so don't fuck with me or Kendall' i warned him. i am the kind of girl that is calm but when i get angry i get ANGRY 'like you'll do anything' he said smugly 'fuck you' i said simply before Kendall came back with water bottles for us both 'thanks er i have to go, Lacey just text me' i said getting up to walk away 'aww well bring Justin round soon and all four of us can hang out' she said 'we'll see' i said as i walked away 'bye everyone!' i said after saying individual byes to everyone. as soon as i got into my car i threw on my sunglasses to protect my eyes from the camera flashes from the paparazzi following me, i blasted out whatever CD was in my car which happened to be Jay Z & Kayne's 'Watch The Throne' i was pissed beyond belief and for some reason i thought that blasting music would make it better which i guess it did.. i just kept driving around until i came to Miley's house.. she always told me that if i needed to speak to her i could and somehow without even thinking i ended up here. i jumped out of my car and knocked on the door, she opened the door in sweats and a top and yet i still wanted to be like her 'YN!' she said pulling me into a hug 'hey sorry i just needed someone to talk to' i said with an apologetic smile 'get in then!' she said, we sat down on the couch 'what;s wrong?' she asked.
After telling her the while story she seemed a little gob smacked 'one i am surprised your best friend is dating your ex.. two i'm glad you and Justin are together and three this Zack guy seems like a right dick' she said 'i know but she really likes him and i want her to be happy i don't have feeling for him none at all, i like hate the kid' i said sighing 'i think you should warn her about him and tell her what he said to you because it sounds like he still like you' she said 'i guess' i said 'let's have a girls day, we can get Demi round!' she suggested 'i can't i have a date with Justin tonight' i said, she did the expected and awwww'd 'go go go get ready for your man!' she said as she walked me to the door 'thank you for this' i said giving her another hug 'your welcome any time' she told me 'bye Miley' i called as i climbed into my car.
By the time i got home it was 5, aah i only have two hours to get ready! i zoomed around the house having a shower, doing my hair, applying make up. i now had half an hour to decide on an outfit, aah this is the hardest part! i finally decided and went with this:http://www.topshop.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?beginIndex=401&viewAllFlag;=&catalogId=33057&storeId=12556&productId=5877884&langId;=-1&sort_field=Relevance&categoryId=208523&parent_categoryId=203984&pageSize=200and these shoes: http://www.riverisland.com/Online/women/shoes--boots/wedges/black-peep-toe-studded-wedges-622540 i felt pretty for once and confident in the way i looked, i had fairly light make up on and my hair was curled like this: http://www.google.co.uk/imgres?q=light+skin+makeup+and+heavy+eyes&um=1&hl=en&sa=X&biw=1241&bih=606&tbm=isch&tbnid=cc5zRRr0PnwnAM:&imgrefurl=http://www.allure.com/makeup-looks/2012/sexiest-celebrity-makeup-looks&docid=7MFTgsDt6oaUKM&imgurl=http://www.allure.com/images/makeup-looks/2012/09/megan-fox-makeup-look.jpg&w=420&h=560&ei=S_ArULzFOujU0QWh2YCQBg&zoom=1&iact=hc&vpx=294&vpy=221&dur=2452&hovh=260&hovw=194&tx=118&ty=179&sig=102072988561717524184&page=1&tbnh=125&tbnw=104&start=0&ndsp=25&ved=1t:429,r:10,s:0,i:102and before i knew it, it was 7pm and Justin was knocking at my door. i stayed up in my room until my mum called me down, i sprayed a little more perfume, enough that it wasn't over powering 'YN, Justin is here!' she called up so i walked out of my room ad made my way downstairs watching my step as i walked down but as soon as i looked up i was met by his eyes staring directly into mine, he looked gorgeous. as soon as i walked downstairs his arms were wrapped around my waist tightly and his lips had met mine sending fireworks through my body 'you look.. incredible' he said as we pulled away from the kiss 'thank you you look amazing to' i said 'ready?' he asked, i nodded 'bye mum, shouldn't be too late' i said as we walked out. as soon as we got in the car it was like we couldn't get our hands away from each other, we had to be touching each other or kissing at any chance we got and we were both smiling like idiots 'how was your day baby?' he asked as we walked into a very posh restaurant that was full of adults which made me feel a little intimidated 'reservation's for Mr Bieber' Justin said which made me giggle Mr Bieber makes him sound so old 'so how was your day?' he asked me again as we sat down at a booth towards the back of the room 'it was okay, i went to see Kendall and Zack was there and he said all this stuff how i still like him and i don't actually care about you and how me and him should be together and all this so i put him straight and then left i seriously hate him' i groaned as i reached to hold Justin's hand but he pulled it away, i gave him a confused look and he just sighed 'why does he want you, i have you does he not know that, i swear i will beat him up' he groaned 'i'm sorry baby, i told him i didn't like him and that i really like you so we just need to ignore him' i said, this time Justin reached out to hold my hand 'promise me something?' he asked me looking deep into my eyes 'what?' i asked 'that no matter what happens between us, not that i want it to end because i really really really like you, you will never go back to him because i can't bare that thought you deserve the best and that's what i want to give you' he said 'Justin, i don't care about that best or anything i just want you' i said looking into his eyes 'just promise me' he insisted 'i promise' i said 'good' he said kissing my hand 'you look beautiful tonight if i haven't already told you' he said kissing my hand 'thank you, and you have' i told him 'well you deserve to know all the time' 'you're so amazing' i told him as i leaned my head on his shoulder and rested my hand on his thigh 'i'm not' he said 'you are' i insisted. After we ordered are food, and kissing a lot more Justin stopped and stared at me 'i haven't got a proper picture of you and me yet' all i have is one of us from the paps' he said 'then take one' i said, he got the waiter to take a picture of us as he wrapped his arms around my waist and i put my hand on his thigh. it was such a sweet picture of us both so we both put it as our background on our phones although Justin wanted to keep his of me in his boot. The food was delicious, and we decided to get a desert to share although it was mainly just Justin feeding me and kissing me 'you should know that i don't fuck on the first date' i told him jokingly although i was not going to have sex with him just yet, no i am not a virgin, but i wish i was i thought i lost it to someone who i really loved but i didn't but i guess you live and you learn 'mm i'm willing to work for that fine piece of ass' he told me and he moved his head closer to mine and aggressively kissed me forcing his tongue down my throat, he moved his hands from my waist down to my bum keeping a firm grip on my bum 'lets go for a walk, it's still early' he told me 'okay baby' i said, after me refusing to leave unless Justin let me pay at least some of the money he got fed up and picked me up bridal style making a scene in the restaurant, i just hid my face in his chest to hide the fact that i had turned red for embarrassment, when we got down he set me down. the paparazzi were respectful and kept their distance so we could walk 'baby you really need to know that i want and i am going to spoil you' he said as he wrapped his arms around me from behind and began to walk 'but i feel bad i want you to know that i am not with you for your money i'm with you for you' i said as i kissed his arms which were wrapped around my neck 'i know that i just enjoy treating you right' he said kissing the top of my head, the wind began to pick up as the night went along and i was getting colder and colder but i didn't say anything because i was having a good time 'baby are you cold?' Justin asked he clearly saw the goosebumps forming on my arms 'a little' i said 'why didn't you tell me? i don't you to get ill' 'because i don't want you to get ill' i told him as he wrapped his arms around me 'baby i'm perfect when i am with you' he told me, right now would be the perfect time to say i love you.. wait did i say that? do i love him? because one thing i know is that i am falling for him.. fast.