it is warm in your heart

chapter one

You were walking trough a  forest with your family until you hear a faint call
"Stardust.."
You freeze you look at your family members who were right there just a second ago
... Where did they go...?
You look around in panic
No no no no no no no....
You can hear slight giggling in the distance it makes your skin crawl
"Isa..? Mira? Odile?? Bon-...nie??? I-Isa!?? Mira!!!?" You yell out your family members names
Everything was quiet even the wind was silent only you.. and the freezing forest you are cold so cold cold cold so blinding cold-!! You look around you in distress you call out your family's names again only to be met with the increasing coldness "ISA!!! MIRA!??!? BONBON??! ODILE!?!!" You call out desperately no no no no please you need them you can't be alone!! You can't bear to be alone!! So worthless and stupid when your own family left you on this blinding forest and no one is here to help you or- you frantically try to breathe you TRY to breathe in and out and in- but- but you can't the air is so cold it has made you unable to breathe!! "Stupid lungs!! Work!!" You  croak you try to breathe BREATHE!! Your vision grows blank and all you can see is swaying darkness surrounding you you scream at the top of your lungs "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHhh-" you jolt awake to someone calling your name you are sweaty and your eye looks around frantic before locking on an very concerned looking Isabeau "Sif??? You okay??" Isa reaches out for your hand but stops- you grab it before you can stop yourself and hold it tightly tightly tightly Isa winces in pain you drop his hand
Stupid stupid stupid!! discusting!! You're so awful look at what you did!!! Now isa looks scared or... Worried..? Why would he look worried you're the one who hurt him touched him without consent- "S-Sif! Breathe with me o-okay???" You try to do so.. Still so cold...
Something wet is rolling down your cheek... You're crying..? "Sif..." Isa looks at you he's looking at you! Can you even TRY to look less pathetic!??!
"I-Im f-fin..e I...t...s a...ll.. ok..a...y...." You try to calm down you can't you feel weak and worthless and stupid and- oh oh...OH...! You went limp and dropped to isa's lap you try to will yourself to get up but... His lap is so warm... And you can hear him talking "Sif?" The rest of it mumbled you don't want to hear him so worried... Make him happy make! him happy!!
You open your mouth to make a pun but you can't say anything all you can get out is a small wining noice you try to get up again but... A hand... Reaches for your head and... ISABEAU is PETTING YOU!?? you- you panic and-and!
isa layed down on the bed and mumbled "aww Sif.. you tired? Let's continue our sleep..." You could feel a hand on top of you hugging you... You slowly (greedily) snuggle closer and put your small head to Isabeau's chest and finally calm down
You breathe in and out
"Loveyousif" Isa mumbles half asleep...
You blush heavily and close your eye you fell to sleep with a single thought in mind
It is so lovely warm now...