To Remember

Ch 1 Nightmare

Lynne's Pov

I stand in a field of white roses, feeling content. I smile at him. Everything is going great until he grabs my hands, blood pooling out his mouth. The clouds come in, thundering and slowly starts  raining droplets of blood. I can see clear disgust in my lover's eyes. 

"W-why are you giving me that look?" I pleaded him, wondering what I did wrong. I haven't done anything wrong...right?

"Monster. How could you leave me? But again, could a human ever love you, someone that has such a ugly scar?" I try running away from the scene, as I trip and fall, landing in a pile of mud. 

"no...no...I'm not...I'm sorry..." I begged and held onto him as he walks away from me. I begged for him not to leave me but he disappears from my sight. 

I could hear people laughing, screeching, and giggling with glee, watching me suffer the humiliation. 'Why?...why must I suffer this?' I question myself, face pooling red with embarrassment and anger.

Suddenly, I'm standing in a pile of courses, a mirror right in front of me, and blood on my hands. I start shaking. "No...no, this can't be..."

I see me standing in the mirror but it's not really me. It whispers out to me. "You'll never find true love and friendship. Join me. Kill them. Kill everyone who embarrassed you. You'll have all the power you ever dreamed of!

I see my lover with a spear pierced into his body. "No...stop it!" I scream. I quickly run, but I seem to not be able to run away. I keep running until an arrow pierces itself through my heart.

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I wake up with beads of sweat rolling of my body. I see Julie and her twin Rowan looking at me worriedly. "Girlie, you had me scared there!" She sighs, making me laugh.

"I'm fine Julie. It's not like I'm dead." She rolls her eyes at my comment. 

"Har har. Very funny. We're going to be late for the party girlie. It's 6:29. Almost 7. You gotta hurry everything up." She says and walks out the room with a huff. I smile. I see Rowan giving an apologetic look for his sister's behavior.

~At the party~

"Whew. We made it here on time." My sister smiles. I look at the scenery outside, seeing the run nearly setting. We enter the doors. I hold my hands nervously. This was the first time in a while that I was going to a party.

I haven't been to a party in a while since...since our family's business started to slowly fall apart. The only friends I truly had was Rowan and Julie.

I walk into the place, feeling very poor all of a sudden. I knew our business was nearly going bankrupt but, this is...way more than what we had when we were rich. I was so envious. How could they have such an awesome life?

I walk around, wondering who the host is. I wander into a lovely garden. It was filled with my favorite flowers. White roses. I smile, losing myself in thought until I hear a voice behind me.

"Welcome...lady Solian.. " He smirk and looks at me for my reaction. Matthew...it was really him? I look at Matthew smirking at me. I look away guiltily, not able to look at his face. I could see something sort of like hatred when I looked up at him. Was it really hatred though...?

He looks exactly the same. His golden hair, pale skin and piercing blue eyes. Matthew Snow. My...previous boyfriend.

"W-what are you doing here?" I questioned.