Jealousy and patience

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Destiny Owens

"Umm... So shall we go get some pizza later, Vivi?" I tried to change the subject, thinking that since she loves pizzas it could help. Keyword: tried. I failed miserably. She looked at me sternly and frowned.

"I would lovveeee to have those fingerlicking, mouthwatering piece of tomato pies but you have tell me what is wrong with you." She said and took a sip from her drink. I took a long and deep breath and started to pour my feelings to her.

"I was just jealous that you have found your mate and i haven't even found mine. I know i'm sooooo sooo stupid for being jealous but i can't help it! Argh... I want to feel loved by my mate, i want to be able to go on dates and venture with him," I told her. I just did not want to end up like my dad. Without his mate, my mom, he was really depressed and his grief was a permanent emotion in his eyes even though he tried to smile and laugh as sincerely as he did before her death. He felt guilty and that it was his fault that she died, and that he was the one who murdered her. Sometimes when i pass his bedroom's door while sneaking food from the kitchen late at night, i would hear him crying and shouting in his sleep. He had recurring nightmares of the day my mom died ever since that day. It was a heartbreaking sight to see him that way.

She gave me a bewildered look and told me that i would find my mate some day and that he is somewhere looking for me too. She also said that i had to be patient and just wait for him. I felt that she was right, and i did not even have to feel jealous. The jealousy turned to joy and i felt so much better. I couldn't help myself but hugged my bestfriend and thanked her. She is so helpful and she gives me the best advices ever, like how my mom used to do.

"Alright! After you drink finish your frap, we shall go to Pizza Hut and buy our favourite pizza!!" Vivi squealed and began to took huge gulps of her drink. I laughed at her and took more gulps as if to challenge her.

Guess who won? Nobody. Because Vivi cheated by kicking my chair, thinking that i would fall and she could win. Apparently, her plan backfired because she was lighter than me and she did not even hurt me. No.. She couldn't even hurt a fly!

In the end we just called the game off and went to Pizza Hut because we could not hold on to our hunger any longer. There at Pizza Hut, we ordered 3 large pizzas and decided to have a sleep over at my house.
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Heyy!! I'm sooo soo sooo sorry for not writing more :( i feel so bad... Sorry!! I promise to write more for the next chapter! Keep reading!!
-Cheryl XOXO
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