Chapter Five

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Hi everyone!! So I have just thought that the story is like moving very fast and stuff, but trust me I have planned the story to get turned around later on just trust me! I hope it is okay but there will happen a lot, lot, LOT more I promise!!

Anyways hope you'll enjoy chapter five!

xoxo Tilde💓

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Louis' pov:

Okay maybe I lied. Maybe my parents are home and could pick me up. Oops (Hi! Sorry I had to)
I mean if Harry doesn't know he probably won't think it's wired! But my head is like freaking out.
I'M SLEEPING AT HARRYS HOUSE! I actually can't believe it. Altho I'm sleeping on the couch in the living room, and Harry is in his room upstairs. God knows how much I could scream for to sleep with him! Just cuddle up to him, lay my head on his chest, nuzzle our feet together and just let it be all quiet so I can hear his breathing.

I would love that. But it could never happen in more than a best friend way. Even tho I want it so bad to be more.

Liam says it's just a crush on that "girl" . Zayn doesn't even know about it, I wouldn't tell him after the flip he got at me a few days ago when I told him that Harry and I have become such good friends. He started yelling at me that Harry was a freaking nerd and he didn't like him any single bit. I just replied as normal as I could do and said "He is a likable nerd" but I really wanted to scream that he is the best person I've ever met and I wanted to be with him and hug n' kiss him all the time. Then Zayn stormed off. Liam seems pretty natural about Harry. Like the kind of person where you like them but don't really have something to do with them you feel me?

I get under a blanket Harry got me and I just lay down staring at the roof. Thinking.

Thinking about life.

Thinking about school.

Thinking about Liam and Zayn.

And ofc I mostly think about Harry.

Harry's beautiful smile, voice, face, dimples,
hair— and I could go all day.

I flinch when I hear a loud noise outside. It sounds like thunders. I knew it rained right before we got to bed but not that a thunderstorm was coming.

That's my biggest fear.

Thunderstorms. My biggest fear is thunderstorms. I find it quite embarrassing that a eighteenth year old is afraid of thunderstorms. But I always have been, and why is because of one time when I was a kid, my parents were fighting. Like, a big fight. And it stormed outside. I got thrown in my room, while my parents kept fighting. I was crying myself to sleep that night. I was so scared, both of my parents and especially of the storm. And ever since I have been afraid of thunderstorms.

Another loud noise coming from the outside appears and i flinch again. I sit u quick trying to get my breath. It sounded stupid but I could easily get panic attacks over thunderstorms. My breath just kept being uncontrolled. My tears starts to rise in my eyes and fall down my cheeks.

I quiet sob falls from my mouth and then my tears fall down unstoppable. Fuck..fuck..fuck...

I have never since that day slept alone whenever there were a storm. I took my phone, it was 1 AM.
I couldn't call my mom. Plus Harry would think it was weird if I just left!

I don't know what to do, I'm just sitting in the sofa crying like crazy over a fucking thunderstorm because I'm afraid of sleeping alone...


Harry's pov:

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