To Remember

Ch 6 Force

Lynne Pov:

I woke up on a luxurious king bed, with a hand holding my waist. It's been several days since...that day. 

Flashback:

As I told him I have a boyfriend, his lips curls up into a twisted sneer. "You think I care? You belong to nobody but me." I looked at him, scared as he pushes me onto the bed. 

"If fact, I'll prove it."

Next day

I lie on bed, trembling. This wasn't the sweet, gentle, Matthew I knew...but it's not like he existed in the first face. He has his hands on my waist, holding me against him. I tear up.

He smiles and whispers sweet, but twisted words into my ears. "Don't cry, 雪林." He calls me by my Chinese name. "Now, you belong to me...and only me." He whispers, as he drops kisses onto me.

I whimper, as my waist hurts from last night. "I hate this Matthew. I want old Matthew back. Give me back the Matthew I used to know." I cry, not wanting to see this Matthew.

He kisses my cheeks and smile. "I am that Matthew dear. You just have to get used to it." He kisses and cheeks and prepares to get something for me to eat. I lie in bed, whimpering.

I keep chanting. "This isn't Matthew, this is the fake one. This isn't Matthew, this is the fake one." He walks towards me, and sets the bowl of congee on the table. 

He smiles wickedly. "Chanting won't help you y'know." I know it in my heart, but I just refuse to accept reality. 

End of flashback

I lie in bed, as he gets up, probably preparing something for me to eat now. I haven't been eating my pills of anti-depressant, so I can't smile as much, and do everything normally now. I'm like a useless doll. I space out so much, I don't even realize where I am anymore.

He cooed at me and tried getting me to open my mouth to eat a bit. He knows I've been eating less. It visible. My cheekbones can be seen. I have a feeling he hates seeing me like this.

"Baby, love, darling...try to eat a little more. Please?" He tried giving me the food, but I refused to eat. Baby, please eat..."

I guess he got tired of forcing me, because he threatened to find out who my boyfriend is and kill him. I knew it was possible for him to do that because he owed the biggest and strongest mafia. I sigh. I opened my mouth.

He smiles, pleased that eating a little bit more. "I'm full." He looks at me disappointedly and begged me to eat a few more bites. I refused. Seeing I wouldn't eat more, he took the bowl out to the kitchen.

He comes back with a cut up apple in the shape of a bunny. I look at the bunnies curiously. "How did you do that?" I question, finding the bunnies cute. It almost looked too cute to eat. 

He smiles. "I know you like bunnies so...yeah." I giggle. He looks at me surprised, then smiles gently. It's been so long since I've had a proper smile without the anti-depressant pills.

In the first time in for days, I looked properly at him, seeing his adoration for me. I smile. Maybe this could work out again...