𝑟𝑒𝑑𝑎𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑦 || 𝖻𝖾𝗈𝗆𝗃𝗎𝗇 ✓

01. || 𝗈𝗇𝖾.

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Yeonjun pov_

It's obviously possible to have a crush on you're friends and being gay. Me, being bisexual though is pretty hard. I've never dated a girl before, or spoken to many before, I'm just a quiet guy that girls seem to like I guess. It's just that despite liking some girl's but not talking to them, my heart right now is just on one person at the moment. The most important and attractive person I've ever met and hung out with my entire life...Choi Beomgyu.

He's perfect everything I've always wanted in someone, but of course he's straight and he just sees me as a friend. A, friend. Of course I'd never have a chance with him sadly, only in my dreams, at least I get to hang out with him, hug him, listen to him, admiring him...-Oh get out of you're head Yeonjun! he doesn't want you the same way you want him. He's just you're friend- you're just his friend. At least I'm good at hiding and being quiet, he'd never know my feelings towards him, that's a good thing

Shit I'm gonna be late for school, I cleaned my glasses quickly and headed out the door. Looks like I'm not having breakfast today, I hate living alone, gosh I wish someone could live with me. Someone like, Beomgyu. I love him so much I can't stop thinking about him for a second I feel lost when I don't think about him. But that's making me more late for school, school started an hour ago. Fuck, I'm gonna get detention.

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As I tired to make it to my seat secretly the teacher noticed me. Ughh.

"Ah Yeonjun, you're here great just in time for this important lesson" everyone turned to me as I just nodded fixing my glasses. Like I said I don't really talk, which to everyone in the school called me more 'interesting' apparently.

I don't care what they think about me honestly I know they just wanna hear me talk. Especially the girls, I just hate it when they interrupt my conversations with Beomgyu just to hear me. Thankfully he has me covered, how can I not love him for that? He's seriously amazing. I just hope no one takes him away from me soon. He's mine. Wait I sound obsessed, nevermind.

As I made my way to my seat some girls tried to talk to me but I just ignored them and sat down taking my notebook out until I dropped my pencil. Could this day get any worse? As I picked it up my glasses almost fell but someone grabbed them in time. Though I couldn't see who, but once I looked up, the person put my glasses on and I almost fainted.
"B-Beomgyu" I stuttered my face felt hot. Oh no was I blushing!? Ahhh noooo! He's gonna notice, shit!

"Hi Yeonjuniee" He smiled at me. God and it's his warm bright smiles I felt like I was melting. I just stared at him he was so dreamy. I could stare at him forever.
"You ok? You've been staring too long" His voice interrupted my thoughts then, I went back to reality as Beomgyu was already staring at me, fuck I've been staring for too long. I completely forgot I was in school.

"S-sorry" I cleaned my glasses, putting them back on.
"It's ok just pay attention you don't want to fail do you?" He ruffled my hair, I felt like a fire was in me at this point. My ears were burning too much.
I just nodded as I turned to the teacher and began taking notes until I hear a whisper.
"Yeonjunie are you sick? You're face looks hot, and ears too" I felt his lips brush against my ear I wanted to die. I almsot gasped, UGHHHH I'm gonna kill myself for real this time. What the fuck is wrong with me.