Stuck in the Moment

I don't remember how my life turned into what it is now. I can only remember a few things like how I met him. Honestly I dont even remember when I met him. He was standing there... In the back of the room by himself. He looked so- Nevermind. Anyway lets go back. Go back to where it all started.

It was the summer of 08. I remember because I was so happy. I had just turned 16 in April and I had also just gotten my drivers license. There was only about 2 weeks left of school, and everyone was super hyper. At this point in the year, usually there wouldn't be any new students. If there was, then usually they were weird. But I guess I'm not a person who should be calling other people weird. I'm not exactally normal myself. But we'll get to that later. Anyway he was different. I could just tell. You know that feeling you get when you know something is weird or bad but you do it anyway? Well thats basically how it was. I knew he was bad news. But I didn't care. I knew he was perfect. The way he looked at me... It was... It was... Special. I can't describe it. He was literally heaven.

At first, he didn't see me until I ran into the table. Some way to attract a cute guys attention huh? His head looked up when he heard the noise and then walked over to me an asked if I was okay. I tried to talk... But nothing but awkward noises came out. Well I blew that one. He smiled awkwardly then backed away. I didn't know what to say but I was kinda offended. I looked over in the corner and saw him. His big brown eyes were starring at me and I could only look down an blush. The new mysterious guy never got up or talked to me but it felt like I've known him.

I pushed the thought out of my mind. I sat down in a empty seat and soon Mike came and sat down next to me. Mike was the cute one who came over to me after I ran into the table. He sat down an we made small talk. Then he turned around and looked at the new guy. I did too and I saw how he was still starring over at me. Mike suddenly got up. Then following, the new guy came and sat by me. I looked at Mike and he looked around like he was lost. He probably had too many beers when he was with his friends last night again. It's kinda a usual thing for him to come in hungover. My thoughts were cut off by a voice that spoke.

"Hi, I'm Justin." I looked over at the mysterious guy who had come and sat by me and who now said hi. I did a half smile and introduced myself. He smiled back and then looked forward as the teacher said her goodmornings and started class and that was that.