Her Shifter|| Paul Lahote

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paul's pov
i imprinted on a leech! i shake those thoughts. she's a shifter too that wolf in me reminds me. i growl at the thought. she's still a blood sucker. a fucking leech. why would they make her my fucking imprint? i go to my common flings Chelsea's house and she grins "hey baby" clingy bitch. i kiss her deeply stripping her and fucking her roughly.

Vivica's pov
i heat my body with my power and drink the coffee esme makes for me knowing what i want already. it's as close to human as i can get. using my powers. i feel a sharp pain and drop the glass. i fall to my knees gasping at the pain in my heart. "Viv?!" i feel hands on me and i see it's emmett and carlisle. emmett is my other half in a way never seen before. it's not romantic at all. i mutter "i'm fine"

starting to clean the glass and he says "what happened? whatever that was...isn't okay." i wince cutting my hand on glass as im hit with another pain. i cry out "AGH" im picked up immediately and he calls "CARLISLE!" who went on a hunt. i cough resulting in a metallic taste that fills my mouth. i'm put down in the study's bed and i grab a napkin and cough into it as the pain worsens. i look...blood. the door opens and carlisle says "what's going on?" rushing over. i show him the bloody tissue "guess im dying again" with a chuckle and emmett snaps "don't say that" as i cough more. carlisle cant find an answer. he pauses when i explain how it feels. like my heart and soul are being crushed repeatedly. he says "is paul just your imprinter? or is he your soulmate too" the soulmate bond between cold ones has changed drastically through the years. it's intense but not as intense as it once was. we always knew when i found mine itd be like the old way.

i nod and say "he doesn't want me so it doesn't matter" even the words causing a sting. i close my eyes and im brought to where he is not meaning to project but i do. he's in bed with someone else. my heart shatters at the sight and i open my eyes and im back home.

paul's pov
i thrust roughly ignoring her moans just using her as i always do. all this is, is sex and it's not going to change. our imprint my wolf whines. what? i feel a stare and look up and i swear i see her here. but she's gone in an instant. "paul" that voice calls as i've stopped moving. she rolls me over and rides me and all i can think about is vivica all of a sudden. was she really here?

vivica's pov
it's been a week and we've been preparing more and more for the fight at hand. me not able to do much due to my ongoing condition. seeing him hurts. he reeks of her anytime i see him. i've blocked him out completely. i won't beg for a man to love me, even if not doing so hurts. carlisle said id die. good. i never truly wanted to live this long anyway. i do it for the people i've been helping and this family. he keeps fucking her. whoever she is. i keep accidentally astral projecting to him while in agony of his actions and making it worse on myself. i can feel his stare and he even comes over to me sometimes but i walk away and ignore him. he's not worth it. or me. he doesn't want me and i won't make him do so. i deserve more and better than that. than him. and if i die without him than so be it.

i cough again feeling him at it again and curl up to rosalie who's with me as are the others. wincing in pain as it hits. rosalie wipes my bloody lips and says "how can we sever that bond?" to carlisle and he sighs "it's an old way of a mate bond. something that's dwindled as more of us got made. there is no way to rid of it" emmett huffs "she can't just sit and suffer" standing. i grab his arm "im okay" he tells me "no you're not. this newborn army is coming and now you're dying because of a dog" i chuckle "can't fault him for not wanting me. it's fine" coughing more in pain. he shakes his head "this has gone on enough.we will not lose you because he can't take his head out of his ass!" storming out. i read his mind as does edward "he's going to paul" i cough. i tell edward "stop him. he's going to breach the treaty and they're going to hurt him" he nods and pats my leg "get some rest i'll bring him home" leaving quickly.