Tu belle mon amour

You Beauty

After a tumultuous period of misunderstandings and strained communication, things between me and Retaj got better. The weight that had hung over our love slowly lifted, and a newfound sense of understanding began to blossom. It all started with a heartfelt conversation we had one night I realize that we've let a lot of issues pile up, and I don't want to lose our over misunderstandings." As  i spoke openly and honestly, it became evident that our problems were rooted in miscommunications rather than irreconcilable differences.Over the next few days , i made a conscious effort to rebuild what i had lost. We spent more time together, engaging in activities we both enjoyed. I also committed to better communication, promising to address issues as they arose rather than letting them fester. The phrase "things between me and Retaj got better" had transformed from a simple statement into a testament to the strength of true love and the power of genuine communication. Today she showed me her hair and fits her clothes she is adorable as always i just wanna keep her safe from any black eyes and just protect her the way she acts its so cute and loving . I'm deeply in love with all her little things she is my other half she makes me complete she is softly spoken and her words teach deeply in my heart . I will never let those old things happen again or repeat the same things because i know this is my last chance and if i mess it up i will lose her and i will never let that happen slow and steady i cant wait to see her and give her a hug and hold her hand just love her endlessly . Time is going quick which is good i want the time to fly so i can fly over to my love and just love her physically its not about the distance its the action . Your actions define you and your character i will continuously work and put my 100% in everything and people have ups and downs when it comes to love , i will do it for me and my family and most definitely for her because she matters to me more than everyone her . She is so stunning its unbelievable straight from a book of fairytales so cute and so beautiful man . I just love her loads. every word i write her its for her only how i feel how she makes me feel its all for her and i only belong to her and no one . i love you Retaj whole heartedly so much you have no idea my love . You smile i smile , you laugh i laugh  , you cry i cry , you are hurt i'm hurt , you are in pain i'm in pain . She makes Everyday of my life beautiful because of  her i have learned so many things understanding patience and love and pain she has given me an awakening in my life which no one has ever done and she is one of the kind no one is her and will be better than her . She is her so calm and composed her patience is her virtue . Does not need any validation from anyone she is perfect in my eyes , she is everything i need  . Even if i lost everything her smile , her laughter her soul and heart her happiness is which i will never lose . She makes everything easy , she over thinks about things which i understand because i know she wants everything to be good the best thing she ever asked me was when it was new year's eve and she was out of country and i was in a trip as well she message me late night and asked me "Do you Genuinely love?" that was the moment my heart forgot about everything other than her i was in tears of joy because i love her so deeply and i always will . While i'm vibing to this loving music missing her and loving her waiting for my love and writing for her never felt in this way for anyone she gives me butterfly in every single way and i just can't wait to see her literally the day i will see her will be my best day ever of my entire 21 years of my life and never change Retaj i want to keep you safe loved and happy and i will be your back bone like you are mine..... Late night texts till the day and night with her is everything and when i hear her voice heart is in peace puts me in peace because she is her and i can feel her so badly . God blessed me when she came in my life i'm so thankful to god for blessing me with her thank you so freaking much man sometimes i'm out of words i do not know what to say i'm just writing what my heart feels and that's what i do i just write how this heart feels i don't think just write endlessly for her she is all that i ever want in every life time and forever . Honey iiiiiiiiiiii  will walk the fire for you just let me adore youuuuuu  . Harry styles is playing in my ears as i'm writing this i feel so happy and i hope she is also happy with me , i will make her proud in every single way and make her smile her smile omg is the best freaking thing in this world man when ever in video call say something and she smiles god that thing melts me so freaking hard this cute baby is smiling :) . Ill keep going forever this book i'm writing for her is not just to show oh i'm writing this book no the reason i'm writing is because its my genuine way of how i feel about this cutest freaking human being in the world