𝐉𝐉 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐘𝐧 𝐑𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐞

Chapter 6:

I wake up to see JJ sitting down staring at me. " hey j. Staring I see?" I say laughing rubbing my eyes.
"I wouldn't call it staring... maybe admiring?" he said rubbing his shoulder. "aww your so cute when you are flirting" I say as his cheeks flush red. " stop yn. I'm not gonna blush because of..." he pauses and dramaticly jokingly says " you" he said looking me up and down as a joke with his arms crossed. "aw my jj is mad. maybe I should get another? haha just kidding, love. I love you, jj Maybank." I say playing with his hair. " No no no not a new one. I love you too, cupcake. Ps no one can replace this hot rocking body." jj says rubbing his body up and down. " stop..." I say covering my eyes " okay well I gotta talk to you about smth..." he said scratching the back of his neck.
" what is it? Ooo am I, yn Maybank in trouble!" I say jokingly " yeah maybe but I'm serious I have a question. Why were you at Rafes for like 2 days you never gave anyone a warning?" he said " idk maybe bc I didn't plan it!" I say

JJ: oh I understanddd. you just went to his house. perfect sense

yn: it's not like that!

JJ: OH REALLY THEN WHAT WAS IT LIKE?! DID YOU ENJOY IT?

I stay quiet. JJ sighs

JJ: you fucked him didn't you?

yn: no..

JJ: THEN WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DO?!

yn: you are acting like my mom. * I didn't mean to say that it was a blurt*

JJ: OH NOW YOUR COMPARING ME?
OKAY YN ANSWER MY GODDAMN QUESTION! DID YOU FUCK HIM?

yn: no... wait maybe... I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!!! I put my hands on my face covering them

jj: HOW THE FUCK DO YOU NOT KNOW?

yn: I don't know... you don't u-understand anything I try to tell you. Why tell you anything?

JJ: js answer the simple question. DID HE FUCK YOU?

yn: WELL I GUESS BUT I NEVER WANTED TO DO IT.

JJ: THEN WHAT DID YOU WANT HUH? YOU ARE A LITTLE SLUT!

yn: HE FUCKING KIDNAPPED ME, RAPED ME AND ALL I THOUGHT ABOUT WAS YOU. OKAY JJ! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED? THE ONLY THING I WANTED WAS... YOU, JJ MAYBANK.

JJ: oh I'm-

yn: it's like your a new person.

I say wiping my tears away and walking out my room. The whole argument I felt Deja Vu. it wasn't like Olivia stated. it was different And I couldnt figure out why.

(flashback)
"OMG YN, SHUT UP AND LISTEN!'' yns mom said.

" oh o okay. I'm sorry." I say wiping my tears.

" you fucking ruined my career! Why the Fuck did you even go to the bathroom when you knew I didn't study my lines. I NEEDED YOU TO TELL ME!"

" mom , maybe you should learn your lines. I'm tired of being your... slave thing while your out fucking random dudes and getting in famous movies."

" is that any way to speak to you mother?"

" I don't know. you speak like this to me all the time. is that any way to treat your daughter you hate?"

"FUCK YOU YN THOMAS RUTLEDGE! I WISH I TOOK YOUR BROTHER THEN YOUR UNGRATEFUL LITTLE ASS!"

" mom that really hurt. AND IM NOT UNGRATEFUL. IM REALLY GRATEFUL BUT NOT FOR THIS.. RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN US. YOU PROLLY SHOULDVE GRABBED JOHN BOOKER RUTLEDGE. AND YOU WOULDNT HAVE TO BE SPENDING YOUR TIME HERE SPENDING IT WITH YOUR TRASHY ASS DAUGHTER, YN THOMAS RUTLEDGE."

" YN THOMAS STOP YELLING AT ME IM YOUR MOTHER I CAN KICK YOU OUT AND TAKE YOU TO YOUR BROTHERS ANYTIME I WANT. IM TIRED OF YOU!"

" ILL JUST START PACKING, its like your a whole different person.."

i started crying at my memories maybe mom was right, she shouldve took john.

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SRRY FOR THE SMALL CHAPTER LOL BUT ILL TRY TO MAKE IT LONGER NEXT TIME.