Put a price on emotion
I'm looking for something to buyElla's mental health declines following her discovery in herself. She's looking for something or someone to fill that void so she doesn't have to face herself.
You've got my devotion
But man, I can hate you sometimesAlessia has always loved Ella, but darent say it aloud, not even to herself. As she watches Ella grow with her, she drowns the jealousy she feels in her gut by being supportive and grateful for the time she has with her. She hates that Ella would sometimes overlook that support. It was time for her to move on.
I don't want to fight you
And I don't wanna sleep in the dirtElla accepts who she is, stopping her fight with herself. Picking herself up and working on herself. She finds ways to cope on her own when Alessia moves away.
We'll get the drinks in
So I'll get to thinking of herAlessia has a night out with the Arsenal girls, but as she always does, her thoughts always end up on her best friend.
We'll be a fine line
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There's things that we'll never knowAfter reuniting, Alessia finds herself slipping into old habits. Constantly being at Tooneys side but is made aware of just how bad things got after she left and it seems the assumption was that she moved on, didn't care. But that emotion she had toward Ella had never been able to leave, her heart wouldn't allow it.
You sunshine, you temptress
My hand's at risk, I foldDuring their time at the World Cup, Ella finds herself falling deeper and deeper for her best friend. Her mind realising what a beautiful person she had by her side. Having to remind herself that they are friends and nothing more.
Crisp trepidation
I'll try to shake this soonAlessia feels anxiety over her deep feelings for Ella being revealed. Struggling to carry the emotion on her back any longer, she turns to her best friend Lotte to share the burden.
Spreading you open
Is the only way of knowing youElla finds herself actively trying to break down Alessia's walls. Sensing there's something more behind her words and actions. Catching the raw emotions behind Alessia's eyes, she takes what feels like the biggest risk of her life.
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We'll be alright
We'll be alright
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We'll be alright (alright, alright, alright)
We'll be alright
We'll be alright
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Fine Line
FanfictionSome banter makes Ella stop and question her entire way of thinking.