Louis' pov:
"Dear Louis, I really don't wanna do this but I feel like I have to. I cannot go another day, hiding this from you. Louis I like you. I like you in a romantic way. And I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry, and I know we can't be friends anymore because you obviously don't feel the same and it will be wired with me having feelings for you. I'm so sorry for ruining our friendship, I really am, but I feel like you should know. We will probably not talk anymore since you probably hate me now which I understand. Sorry. - Harry"
What did I just read? What just happened. I don't know if I should either scream or cry. Scream because now I know that Harry likes me back. OMG HARRY LIKES ME BACK!
But. He just ended our friendship... The only friendship that have really mattered to me the last month. Was it all over? No it couldn't be. I love Harry! I need to be with him! It's not over!!
I snap out of my mind when I hear someone blow a whistle in the middle of the field, which means that the game is about to start. I throw my phone at my bag and runs out on the field.
The whole game my mind wasn't on the game, it was on Harry. Harry, the one I loves, my proper best friend for the last month. I needed to do something to get Harry convinced that I ducking loved him!
We win the match 2-1 and the big crowd of students are cheering for us. We are standing side by side on the field looking at the cheering crowd. I look after Harry but he is nowhere to be seen.
The principal is talking in a mic so the whole school can hear him. He walks over to us and gives the mic to me since I'm the captain, when he expects me to talk about the game. I instead to this.
"Can I say something for a moment please?" The whole crowd goes quiet. "About a month ago I met someone. A boy. He was new here, he was tall, had brown curly hair, pretty green eyes and cute dimples when he smiled. We got into a math project together and we spent a lot of time together on it. We ver quickly became very good friends, best friends. He was the greatest friend. He would come to watch all my soccer games, and I would go to the library with him. He was what some people would consider as a nerd. But it didn't bother me. And yet I realized I had a crush on him. I didn't just like him, I was in love with him. I didn't tell him tho because I was 100% sure, he wasn't gay, and I didn't want to lose my best friend. Then I got a text from him, where he told me he was in love with me and he would understand if I didn't want to talk to him anymore. I couldn't believe it. He is the support I need and I played absolutely hell in this game because I couldn't get the hug from him that I needed. But now he won't talk to me. I know you might be here right now somewhere, and I really hope you fucking are because I just came out to the whole school. But please, Haz if you hear this, I love you. Please just text me anything. Because I don't know what to do if my life was without you"
I breathe heavily with a little bit of tears in my eyes. I leave the field, grabs my phone and walks away. I needed space, because I was expecting the whole school to think I'm wired and wrong because I just came out, but when I walked past the seatings, everybody starter to clap and cheer on me. I smiled so much even tho my eyes were in tears. When I walk inside the school I get a text.
It's from Harry, and it says "meet me at the library"
I can't describe how much I'm smiling. I walk as fast as I can to the library. I open the door and walks in to see Harry sitting on one of the couches with his back towards me. His curly hair is shining in the sunlight that hits him from the window.
When I realize I have been starting for a little too long I take a small step closer to him before speaking up.
"Haz?" He turns around quickly as if he didn't know or hear I was there.
"Hi" he says quietly.
We were both quite for a little while, before Harry spoke up again.
"I heard your speech" I find myself smiling.
"Y-you did?" I stutter, blushes and looks down.
"Yes, so did- did you mean it?" He looks down.
"I meant every word I said" I whisper it so quiet I almost can't hear it myself.
Harry takes a step closer to me and I step closer to him too. We are now only inches away from touching each other and I feel the tense.
"So... who is the lucky boy then?" Harry says quietly.
I chuckled as he played so clueless.
"What do you mean?" I reply.
"Who were you talking about in your speech, who was the lucky boy?" He blushed and it's the most adorable thing ever.
"You really wanna know?" I smirk.
Harry nods and looks up in my eyes. His green, careful eyes. They are everything. I blush ever harder than I already am.
I keep looking in Harry's eyes, then down at his baby pink lips, then up in his eyes again. Okay I gotta do it. And then my actions take over.
I lean in slowly, I never lose the look of Harry's eyes the whole time. My hand brushes against his and I am now that close to Harry so I can feel his warm breath. With only a very small gap between our lips, I look one last time in his eyes, before I close the space between us. I finally feel his soft pink warm lips agains mine, and I feel that he misses me back right away. Our lips move together like they are made for each other. That kiss is the best feeling in the entire world.
We both slowly pull away and presses our foreheads together. We both smile and we look in each others eyes again.
"Haz?"
"Yeah?"
"Will you be my boyfriend?"
The biggest smile ever appears on his face.
"I would love to Lou" he says looking in my eyes full of love, before kissing me again. I slowly place my hand on his jaw. His perfect jaw.
We pull away and I take Harry's hand and whispers closely. "I love you Harry"
"I love you too Louis"
And with that words, I have never felt better in life.
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Okay so hiiiii! Okay so in next part it's gonna take a big jump in the time I hope that is okay bc or else I wouldn't know what to write😭
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Fanfic!IN PROGRESS OF BEING MADE! Louis Tomlinson is studying at Rydall High School, he is the best and most popular both student and soccer player in the school. He doesn't really like the nerds at the school, and he really never talks to them, but what...