I guess you could say my life's pretty depressing I mean my mother died the day she gave birth to me. My father has become a cold hearted, bitter drunk. And I have to rely on myself for food and comfort. I dont know how food jusr appears in the fridge but I dont question it when I come home starving from school. Perhaps i'm exagerating about my living conditions but what I said about my parents was sadly true. I do have a sister but we sort of lost contact after she got married and left our manor. She hasn't visited for eight years when she found out she wad pregnant. But who could blame, I wouldn't want to visit my 17 year old screw up as a brother, and middle aged drunkie as a father either. I wonder when my life will just take off away from "lake swampy" as I call it. I am looking forward to discover some latin parts of the world in a few months. I've been saving from my crappy mc.donalds job for three years now, taking fifty here and there. "Jimmy why dont you make yourself useful and run to the liquor store, get some vodca, and beer" yelled my ungrateful."I'm under age dad."My father roared back with "tell 'em it's for your father you useless
