‧₊˚🖇️✩ 𝓎𝑒𝑜𝒿𝒾 𝓅𝑜𝓋 ₊˚🎧⊹♡
As I rushed down the corridor of the JYP entertainment building, I could feel my heart pounding in my chest. I was already late for practice and knew I had to hurry.
they all turned to look at me as i burst through the door, surprised by my sudden entrance. I quickly apologized for being late and joined them, trying to catch up with the dancing routines as best as I could.
The trainer smiled and instructed me to try not to be late again. By the time we finished, I was sweating and it was already dark outside. I made my way to the side of the room, where my bag was, to retrieve my water bottle.
''Yeoji!'' Someone called my name, and the dramatic manner the last vowel was uttered led me to believe it was Hyunjin.
what could possibly be so important?
''What?'' I whined as he yanked me from my bag and I dropped my bottle, which landed on the ground with a loud thud of metal against concrete.
"We're going out to buy some dinner, and you're coming too," explained Bangchan, causing me to sigh as I managed to escape the drama llama's remarkably strong hold on my wrist and raced back to my bottle, a dying warrior, to see if everything was well.
A few minutes later, we stood outside in the cold, and I fished in the pockets of my black leather jacket for my motorcycle's keys.
Yes, I have a license! I've had my motorcycle for a year and ride it practically everywhere. The boys, especially bangchan, are also quite fond of it.
I found my keys and dashed toward my bike, unlocking it and waggling back toward the group.
Bangchan and I both had licenses and a bike, so we always carried two members with us and the rest would fit in Hyunjin's car, which since it was basically everyones car driven by another member 99% of the time.
This time, I had Felix as my backpack, and Bangchan had lee know. I shook my head, unsure what would happen in Hyunjin's car now that the members' parents had left.
they wont die its fine.
I put on my helmet and delivered the other to Felix, who grinned at me before closing his visor.
I looked toward Bangchan and found him wearing his helmet, his piercing brown eyes fixed on me. He nodded at me before we closed our visors and started our bikes. We rode slowly onto the road
As we began to speed up, I leaned forward slightly, almost snatching Felix' arm and wrapping it around my waist to keep him from falling to his death.
My adrenaline surged as the wind rushed through my hair, and I glanced to my side to find Bangchan staring at me, glancing down at Felix' arm around me for support, before rapidly looking away, leaning forward and accelerating.
I nearly felt a knot of remorse forming in my gut, but I attempted to ignore it as much as necessary.
We arrived at McDonald's at 10 p.m., and I cruised along the parking lot to find the car. My gaze was drawn to Hyunjin's car when I discovered Jisung waving at me as he and the others got out.
I parked my motorbike next to the vehicle, took off my helmet, and shook my hair.
"IM HUNGRY" someone screamed, and I followed the sound softly smiling at the typical line.
Felix yelled back, "YOUR ALWAYS HUNGRY," and Changbin laughed at his response as I caught up to them.
We entered the fast food establishment, and Bangchan was ended up being chosen to order for all of us. He grumbled and proceeded to walk to the front cash register, making a grimace at Minho before beginning to order.
I fidgeted anxiously while we stood waiting for the food to be prepared, fearing that somebody would identify us. None of us wore masks or helmets, and the paparazzi were not really above lying in wait in the bushes.
Soon, our food was ready, and we all made our way to the cash register to pick it up after hearing our order number. I took a bag, and Seungmin and Bangchan managed to grab the others, and we hurriedly walked outside before anyone started to notice we were all there.
As i took the other bags from Seungmin, Changbin noticed and began walking a bit too quickly toward me, and I decided to flee away, him after the food along parking lot while the rest started laughing at us.
We arrived back panting after I ran from changbin long enough to make him tired and i perched onto my motorcycle and started calling out their names to make them get their food.
''Changbin?'' I called and he sprinted forward, yanking his food out of my hand while he mumbled that he was hungry as we all laughed.
''Bangchan?''I called his name and he stepped forward, unhurried as he took his food from me. i looked up and into those eyes.
his eyes were so beautiful.
if I was thought felt something odd in my stomach, but it quickly replaced with a definite sense of fine anxiety as i tried to push the funny feeling down, and he shifted his head slightly to the right, as if to ask if i was okay. I nodded, and he returned to his motorcycle, right next to mine.
I supplied the remaining of friends, and they opted to stay around the two motorcycles, while I managed to remain perched on mine and Bangchan sat on his.
in an extremely attractive way..
That same sense of panic began rise, as if trying to surpress the butterflies in my stomach, and I felt tears of fear well up. I blinked them away and started praying to whatever gods are still around that no one picked up on the fact.
We got to finish our food and I ended up taking Felix on the back of my motorcycle, arriving at the dorms after around 20 minutes. I sighed and decided to open my visor, then tried to park my motorcycle somewhere I might just find it the next day.
‧₊˚🖇️✩ a/n ₊˚🎧⊹♡
thats it for today i think
i tried to describe how philophobia works and how i experience it the best i could, but i think it would be easier once Yeoji gets real attacks >:)
anyways bye loves
‧₊˚🖇️✩ ₊˚🎧⊹♡
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