I Wish (Renee Rapp x Billie Eilish)

Chapter eight

Dua's pov

I woke up to somebody moving beside me. It was Renee and she looked horrified. I didn't know why until I realized we were both naked. All the memories from last night came flooding into my head. We had sex. Very good sex. The best sex I've ever had in my life, but my feelings don't matter because she doesn't feel the same way I do. But I really just want her to be happy.

I ask to use her shower and recollect my thoughts. I had no idea what to say to her.

I get undressed and check my phone while I wait for the shower to heat up. I go to instagram and I see that Renee posted a picture of the two of us with the caption, 'my girl got good pussy.' This is going to be awkward.

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Renee's pov

Dua comes out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her and says, "Do you have any clothes I could borrow?"

"Yeah, I'll get you some," I say while grabbing her some clothes.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"I don't want to, but we need to."

"Do you remember what happened last night?" I ask.

"I do. It's exactly what you think happened."

"What are we going to do?"

"Just play along with it I guess."

"Okay," I say with a sigh.

"I'm going to leave, I'll see you later."

"Alright. Bye."

She walks out and I start freaking out a bit. I didn't expect us to do anything more than just kiss and it makes me feel quite uneasy. Without thinking I pick up my phone and call Billie.

"Hi Renee, what's up?"

I just stare at my phone and don't say anything.

"Are you there?" I slightly jump as I realize I just called her.

"Oh. Yes."

"Why'd you call?"

"I don't actually know, I just kind of did."

"Okay... Well I'm free today if you want to hang out."

"That sounds great. Can you come over to mine?"

"Yeah. I'll be there in ten." With that the phone call ended.

All of the sudden I realized that I was still naked and I still had to shower. I had to look perfect for her.