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Beomgyu pov_
"Yeonjun I'm begging y-you!" God my heart hurts so much. But I need him to be mine, I can't imagine my life without him.
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As I woke up I saw Yeonjun sleeping next to me, I smiled he's so cute. I hugged him tightly, beginning to kiss his neck softly.
"Ah, s-stop" I heard a gentle voice, I didn't stop though, I couldn't he's just so. Perfect, I could kiss him for hour's! I suddenly felt then being pushed away.
"Beomgyu I said stop!"
"I'm sorry! I thought you were a-asleep"
"Why would you touch me while I'm sleeping that's weird!" My smile faded away, why would he say that? My heart broke.
"I thought we, we're..dating already-"
"Dating!? Since when did I say that??"
"You told me you loved me yesterday-"
"Did I mean it though??"
"Well didn't you?" I felt lost and confused.
"Listen, I told you I did like you before, but that was Before"
"Hyung y-you kissed me at school" I felt my voice beginning to crack in sadness.
"So!?"
"Doesn't that mean you like me!" I raised my voice in anger, how dare he!
"Just forget it Beomgyu and leave me alone"
"Hyung!"
"Just let me be Beomgyu! Let me be with the person I love!" I stayed silent, beginning to sob quietly and ran out the door back to my house. God I hate my life, why does it have to be like this.
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The first classes we had together was complete silence between us, no eye contacts, or talking. He turned in our project we were working on yesterday but I didn't go up with him because it's just embarrassing. I just laid my head down and decided to rest a bit while the teacher continued ranting.
"Okay student's so today I will be showing you're projects, since I know you all don't wanna speak in front of everyone" the teacher showed all of everyone's slides while I drifted off to sleep, suddenly I heard Yeonjun ask to use the restroom, I don't fucking know why I felt horny as fuck but I needed something, I needed Yeonjun so badly right now.
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I entered the bathroom then, seeing Yeonjun peacefully talking to himself in the mirror as he tuned to me and I pushed him down to the ground harshly.
"Beomgyu what are you!-"
"Oh just shut up, you hurt me in the morning but I don't care, I'm really fucked up right now" I smirked while he just stared at me, confused until I unzipped my pants, pulling them down along with my boxers. That's when he finally got the hint.
"What the hell!" He got up rushing towards the door but I held him tightly by his waist.
"What's you're problem!?" He shouted trying to escape from me but I just turned him back around, kissed him passionately, before pulling him back down.
"Gyu!-"
"I promise it won't hurt Hyung" I caressed his handsome face, brushing my thumb against his bottom lip.
"Now, open upp~~"
"No way I'm listening to you, you asshole!-"
I grinned before kissing him once again cutting him off guard. Yeonjun quickly gave in to me, kissing me back.
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"Oh my....that felt g-great" I said breathing out heavily, as I looked at him lovingly. But he looked away. Fuck I messed up again.
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I walked around, still crying from earlier. I can't believe Yeonjun dating Bian would affect me that much. And him saying he's still Inlove with her hurts me more. Even after the things we've done... I can't believe it, I looked up to the dark, sad, gloomy, quiet sky.
Nothing of sunshine, I looked in front of me then, as I saw Yeonjun walking home..peacfully, by himself...I then saw myself walking up behind him, holding his right wrist, and turned Yeonjun around. As we stared at each other I felt, miserable...
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"Yeonjun p-please listen to me!"
And there I was, holding onto him tightly in the pouring rain, covered in tears, but could just be mistaken as water drops. But it's obvious I looked like a fucking mess, I didn't care though, I don't want Yeonjun to leave me, I love him so much it hurts.
"Beomgyu I told you already-"
"Please Yeonjun I really like you!" I held his hands tightly, tears streaming down my face once again. I felt so broken, but my feelings for him are true which is why I can't bear the thought of him still choosing Bian over me.
"Please, please....accept my love, I don't want to lose you Yeonjun I love you. I don't know what else I need to do or say to prove it to you...but I mean i-it" I looked down, unable to stare at his beautiful eyes, please accept my love for you Yeonjun. It's unbearable..
"I'll....accept it... I'm sorry for treating you so wrongly, I love you so much Beomgyu, you don't know how much"
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Fanfiction|| Yeonjun had a crush on Beomgyu for a while but hid his feelings every time he was with him. Their friendship was great but Yeonjun knew his friend already had eyes for someone else and it hurt him, but he knew he wasn't his friend's type since he...
