𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓼𝓷'𝓽 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾 (Angel Dust Angst/HuskerDust)

Chapter 1: Are you okay?

Angel Dust's POV:

I was so tired and weak.

I had just left work and entered the hotel, I was holding onto my arm that was cold and bruised because of Val. I had refused to do a scene because of the people he hired me to pursue it with because I knew those people personally and they were horrible and rude. He had taken me into his office and beat me until I bled, since that was the only way he knew I would comply to his disgusting visions.

I limp slowly to the bar seeing Husker cleaning all the shot glasses and organizing them before he went to bed

"Hey.. can I get a drink" I say with a raspy and distraught voice. 

I felt like crying and screaming at the same time and I knew I couldn't lose my composure or talk to anyone right now, why would he care? He hates me so he should just give me a drink and not start a conversation.

"Sure" he turned around and poured me a small shot, I push it aside and he glares at me angry and confused

"Just give me the whole bottle.." I say as my arms and head slump onto the counter

"Uhh whatever you say.." He handed me the bottle and I chugged it without a single breath to let out

"You seem rough, 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆."

I stopped in my tracks and put the bottle down slowly and stare at him

"Why do you care? Don't you hate me."

"I can set those feelings aside, everyone needs someone to talk to when they aren't feeling well and I'm willing to listen if your willing to trust me" he takes the bottle and puts it aside for now

I sit in silence for a bit and inhale, getting ready to let my emotions out

"Well.. my boss is always so controlling, I know he's in charge but it's just too much. I'm always his little toy and I just want to ruin myself in this cycle so I can be used already, so I don't have to be in his grasp anymore.. I want to be free but I know I can't" I felt myself start to tear up and I lose eye contact quickly

He sighed and picked my head up and made me look at him

"Listen, I always knew you were putting on this shitty act and you don't have to hide it from me or anyone. Everyone in this hotel wants to help each other and I'm sure they care deeply about you and I know I give you a hard time but it's all out of consideration but you sometimes break my boundaries too so just please try to stop and we can maybe be better to each other?"

I wipe my eyes but my tears kept flowing out and I just covered my face and nodded

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay, everyone needs their time to let their emotions out and I'm glad you were able to talk to me"

He came out of his booth and hugged me, I hugged back.

We continued talking for awhile and I decided to head to bed and we both said goodbye and parted ways

I walked up to my room and plopped on my bed, I smiled. It felt good to know I had someone to talk to that isn't all sunshine and rainbows

I was happy, until I wasn't.

I got a notification from Val 

  "Don't think your off the hook you prick, I'm gonna make you take my big clients tomorrow since you think you can talk back, be ready you dirty slut."

I threw my phone and put my head in my pillow and cuddled with Nuggs my pig.

I'm not okay.