Waiting To Bloom (BL)

Chapter 12

Jun-Myeon never left the hospital again after my return, Sebastian always brought his meals and a change of clothes for him. He would also shower in my bathroom just so that he wouldn't need to leave the room for anything. I was happy to see his face every day and to study with him when weren't talking about basketball or art, but I still couldn't bring myself to say yes to his request of living with him for free while I healed. I have caused him so much trouble in the little time we have known each other, what if he grows tired of me and kicks me out? I would have to go and beg my uncle to let me stay with him again and I already know if I don't have any money for him, he will turn me away. Jun-myeon also didn't seemed fazed by my confession or the fact that I was gay, I hope he didn't avoid talking about it because he is now uncomfortable. No matter how calm and polite he is I can tell that he is nervous, and won't even allow our skin to make contact, That's why I can't accept his offer of living with him even if it temporary.

Jun-myeon was coming out of the bathroom after a shower in his basketball shorts while drying his hair when a nurse knocked and opened the door. The nurse's face turned a bright red immensely and instantly when she saw shirtless Jun-myeon standing in the doorway with wet hair and water dripping down his large broad chest and firm abs. In her nervousness she was fiddling with the papers in her hands and stumbling over her words as her eyes wondered all over Jun-myeon's god like body, and I couldn't blame her. I was also drooling over the sight of his delicious body; He was able to make any woman buckle, and he knew it well.

"Can we help you with something nurse June?" Jun-myeon said laying the towel around his neck and taking out a t-shirt from his duffel bag that sat at the edge of my bed.

"Oh yes, I'm sorry. I was told to bring the discharge papers for Mister Somdura, He clear to return home but no walking on that leg for 4 more weeks." The nurse said handing the papers the jun-myeon who had only smiled softly at me as he read the papers carefully.

"Thank you nurse June, if that is all I will get him packed up and ready to go" He said escorting nurse June out the door closing it slowly as she was trying to say something else. Once he had closed the door he called Sebastian and began to make arrangements for me to stay at his home while I healed. I didn't want to interrupt his call so I just waited until he finally hung up the phone and started packing my things into a black bag the looked like his duffle bag but smaller, one I had never seen or used before. He even laid out clothing for me to get changed into something that I have never owned. They looked too expensive to be owned by me let alone worn by me. It was a tan over sized sweater and matching sweatpants with a white T shirt and some brand-new pink panties with a strawberry on the front. I don't even know how he knew I even wore panties instead of boxers, but I feel my face begin to heat up with embarrassment. I had never told anyone this before and here I was with my crush of all time buying them for me, I could simply just die right now. I held the clothes to my chest and blushed trying my hardest not to look at Jun-Myeon who looked unbothered by the fact he just handed a guy pantie.

"Is there something wrong with the clothes Takeru?" He asked sitting a pair of black combat boots next to the bed.

"They are fine, its just that not of it is mine" I said sitting in the bed looking at the name brand clothes in my hands. I have never worn anything like this before, I didn't need such expensive things or his money. I simply wanted him even if it was only as a friend.

"I bought them for you, your clothes got cut when u were brought into the hospital. I went to your uncle house to get some of your clothes, but they looked like them belonged to an obese homeless man. I wasn't letting you wear any of that" He said sitting next to me on the bed. I know he was trying to be kind, but I couldn't accept anything from him when I have done nothing to deserve it. I couldn't hold back my tears as they formed in my eyes, I knew I didn't belong by Jun-Myeon's side. He was kind, intelligent, and compassionate, I was nothing more than a thug's son apparently. I couldn't allow him to be mixed up in my family mess, plus there is no telling what my so-called father would do when he finds out his long-lost son is gay. He takes lives like a child taking candy on Halloween, I doubt I would be spared just because we shared blood.