Drarry angst one shots

Petals

Author notes: i feel like this is more theoxdraco than drarry but idkk still hope you enjoy tho!! (P.s srry if theres spelling mistakes or grammar mistakes 😭)

As Draco laid in his death bed there was only one thought that came to mind
How could he live such a pathetic life.
Spending his young years in fear of his father and his teenage years a death eater and just when he thinks he found the love of his life he leaves him to rot with this pain staking disease. Draco loved Harry but Harry always wanted more and for him Draco was never enough. Of course he wanted the safety and security of a Weasley to have children, to get married but why couldn't he do that with Draco? Had he so many imperfections in his past and present that he wasn't worthy of Harrys love? Life always found ways to hate him and now death will take him with open arms.

Draco felt his chest tighten and his throat ache as he coughed and heaved. There on his hand laid 5 beautiful red petals wilted on the ends with blood spattered everywhere.

The door suddenly flung open
"DRACO" Theo yelled with a pang of pain in his voice. His eyes were swollen and red like he'd been crying. "I-i i cant do this without you please, you cant die you mustn't " Theos sobs filled the room. He took hold of Dracos fragile hand and held it close to his face.
"Oh theo, theres no way of avoiding it" Draco said softly with a small smile. If theres anything he'd miss in his shitty life it'd be Theo. "When i die i want you to know that if it wasn't harry, if things were different then I'd want it to be you, i would rather love you for a million life times than harry, but you cant choose love and for me it chose harry" Draco said with tears in his eyes.
"He never deserved you draco, you deserved the whole world and more and i wish that he could've shown you that, i wish i could've shown you that"
"Theo you already have you always have and in my last moments -draco coughed and coughed until petals flew from his mouth- i-i im glad im spending them with you."
"Draco don't die i love you please p-please i need
you"

A single tear fell from dracos eyes as he shut them. The room filled with sobs from theo.
Just then the door opened again.
"Draco..?" Harry had slowly walked into the room
"How dare you, get out potter" theo snarled at him
"Get out? Are you serious? Is Draco ok? I-i was just worried"
"GET OUT! YOU DONT DESERVE TO MOURN HIM, YOU'VE KILLED HIM ALREADY WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT" Theos yells echoed across the room. Harry stared at him confused and grieved.
"What do you mean killed? I thought-i thought it wasn't anything serious?"
"I will never know why he loved you, i hope you remember this for the rest of your life and every memory of Draco haunts you with guilt and regret" Theo scoffed and walked past harry.
Doctors and nurses soon rushed into the room. Harry was pushed out into the hallway and was left speechless. Thoughts flooded his mind.

When harry flooed home he staggered to bed his mind overflowing. Harry felt pain knowing Draco will only exist in his memories now. He would never see him smile, hear his laugh, have mornings coffees with him ever again. Was this all worth it? Having an easy life with Ginny. Would things be different today if he never left Draco heart broken and hurt? Would he still be alive and happy? Would Harry be happier?

Theo words replayed in Harrys mind over and over again and it always lingered in the back of his mind.

It was as if he had cursed Harry, because He never went a day without thinking about Draco, without dreaming of a different reality with him. The guilt and regret would live with him forever.