46 Time in different Motions

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Fears, Stress and Anxiety 

Friends i never invited in my life or wanted to keep for a long time

it visits when ever it encounters me alone

unfolding the memories of the past and worst visions of the future

i try to escape by numbing the pain watching series and movies 

instant pleasure to the mind 

and when it ends

the emotions wave hits again 

lights turn off slowly 

darkness paints the walls 

heart beats serve as drums of welcoming 

the emotions that wants to be felt to leave

i feel it, a snow ball that kicks in my stomach 

don't know where it came, or was it an inheritance from my ancestors

i became used to experiencing time at different motions 

it is slow when in pain

it is fast when happy

happy to ultimate golden goal I seek every morning

those sweet emotions i keep inviting but don't know how to welcome

fast happy moments, that i choose to just feel for a second

afraid that i will get used to the taste of sweetness again

how is life measured i wonder!

if not by the moments we felt alive and happy!

have i experienced life till now?

and I wonder, what is time ?

if not an interpretation of how we feel now, today and in this moment!

just feel gratitude towards the life you have, it deserves it no matter how hard it is now, it shall pass!

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just feel gratitude towards the life you have, it deserves it no matter how hard it is now, it shall pass!

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