He looked on me and said y yah try close the door yuh likkle bitch i felt my eyes filling with water he then said how u one so sexy
i look at him and shouted saying i am juss sixteen he then yell back saying shut the f*ck up before yuh mek the nuff...
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Feel like just close back my eyes and go back to bed juss wanna scream bawl out and cry you wouldn't understand stillz
Know how it hard fi get up 6:00 every morning juss fi go a the prison dem call school sigh and every morning mi still late no matter how early mi wake
And am trying to leave early dis morning because the bruise on my face is gone now i missed one week from school because my mom constantly beats me i just want to die but .........
Reason why my mom hit me was because my dirty step dad she call her man tried to rape me but didn't get the chance because as he was about to he heard the grill opening he knew it was my mom
Ik you most be wondering y i didn't try to fight back it was because he was holding a gun to my head and i was too weak compared to him..........
Throwback to Sunday....
I was in my room sitting on my bed when i heard foot step coming closer and closer to my door i already knew it was my dirty step father so i ran to the door trying to close it when he gave it a forceful push before i could close it........
He looked on me and said y yah try close the door yuh likkle bitch i felt my eyes filling with water he then said how u one so sexy i look at him and shouted saying i am juss sixteen he then yell back saying shout the f*ck up before yuh mek the nuff neighbor call police plus yuh soon leff school my girl
I look at him saying you are such a pervert and yuh call yuh self police officer yuh dutty man yuh he then grab me by my throat saying come like yah smell yuh front eno likkle gyal .....
Mi know weh him did a plan fi do so mi start cry and scream him grab mi mouth quick then take out him gun putting it at my head saying nuh mek mi kill yuh and berry yuh ina shallow grave.....
Mi start cry more till short a breath tek mi him start opening him pants with one hand which the other hand was holding the gun to my head i was so scared he yelled saying take off yuh clothes mi no move.....
Him then use the gun and hit me in my head side which i felt a sharp pain i was crying so hard he then tried to rip open my top when he heard the grill opening i said thank you God in my mind.....
He den said guh wash off yuh face and fix up yuh clothes if yuh mention this to nobody mi kill you and yuh mother yerr likkle gyal he hurriedly left while i went to the bathroom still crying.......
Later in the day i went to my mom telling her what happened wen she looked at me saying how yuh lie so likkle gyal i knew she didn't like me which hurted me so much ........i then felt two hard slap on the right side of my face on repeat i didn't even have time to process what was happening i then looked at her while tears was streaming down my face
I then got up running to my room wen i felt a strong grip on my neck while the other grip my ass i just wanted to kill him so bad he then grip my neck tighter saying like yuh no love yuh life eno likkle gyal he then letted me go saying mi muss f*ck yuh eno then he started to laugh walking off.....
I then run to my door while crying closing my room door then i laid on the bed drifting off to sleep......
The week that i didn't go to school my mom constantly beats me repeatedly taking out her stress on me while my dirty step dad said he was at one of is family members house i knew he was lie in him did deh a one a him gyal dem house he then came back the following Sunday mi wish a dead him did dead.......
Yep dat is a back story on my life this is the way it always has been reasons why I've always want to die .....
Monday morning i just woke up realize in my step dad didn't kill me in my sleep i then started my morning routine i almost finished putting on my uniform at 7:59am finally 8:20 i was done getting ready i ran to my mom asking her for my lunch money she the look at me saying she didn't have any i then said wat am i supposed to do mommy
She then box mi ina the face saying gyal mi no juss say mi no have any move out a mi face i then mumbled while crying ano she say she have police man i just looked at her then sigh which i knew it would be one of those morning again..........
I was then about to walk out the door while i heard my step father saying full a shape so bbz
I then cut my eye then walked out then i heard him saying yuh nah nuh manners eno likkle gyal then i said to him mi no have manners to pervert then i left starting my journey to school because i ofto to walk to school
On my way to school i then saw a mark x slowing coming towards me i started walking faster which the road i was on was very lonely i then got scared then it pulled up to me
mi did ago run yuh f*ck wen the window wine down i saw three man in the vehicle i was shaking like a leaf tpc
For your info i didn't ave any phone or anything because dem nava buy one for me plus i didn't have any frens so i could only listen music on the radio so i didn't know many artists and stuff like dat back to the mark x situation
I then froze because the two on the front was ugly i then saw security written on their shirt but they both had gun strapped around their waist then i looked in the back were there was a cute nice clean skin man he just looked at me looking confuse i was wondering y he looked confused i was about to run when one of the guys in the front said we nah touch yuh eno mamz
But all my attention was on the guy in the back i then realized i was still shaking but my question is who is he!i?
To be continue *
Who is he? Remember this is my first book so if the is any mistake don't be afraid to let me kn mwah💋💗
