To my kiddo,
the_untold_raaz
ahem ahem
so finally feb 1st aagaya hai. socha tha ki kuch tho special karna hai..... par kya?
phir!!! aapke birthday present ka idea aapne hi diya. *chuckles* aapka tele par msg yaad aaya.... fill in the blanks wala. so lets revisit our pehli mulaaqat.
4 months back...
kuch ankahe alfaaz
khamoshii
me: kaafi accha likhti ho aap
kiddo: Really...thank you
and thank you for the following
me: thank you bolne ki zaroorat nahi hai....waise aapka naam kanika hai?
kiddo: yess...!! apka name..??
me: chaturya...
kiddo: ok thats nice....
me: ur still studying?
kiddo: ek min aap boy ho ki girl...?
kiddo: amm yeah just took a break..
me: girl hi hoon..
me: kya padhte ho aap?
kiddo: if you wanna talk then pm main aa jao aap....
me: ok.
honestly maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki ye chotu sa conversation itne kimti bond ki shuruvaat hogi. uss din se roz baat karte the hum. time ka pata hi nahi chalta tha. aapse zyada baat shayad hi din main kisi se karti hogi. main aapse kuch bhi share kar sakti hoon kiddo aur kabhi aisa lagega bhi nahi ki aap mujhe judge karoge.
pata hai aapki sabse khaas baat kya hai? aap har kisi se friendly behave karte ho. aap se koi kaise attached naa hota. issliye shayad main aur tanu bhi aapse itne zyada attached hai. aur waise bhi hum do pagal ko aap hi handle kar sakte ho!
yaad hai woh incident jab maine aapse kuch share kiya tha about my friend and me. woh baat humesha ek open wound ki tarah thi meri life main. mujhe tho aapse bhi kehne se hesitation feel hua tha ki kahi aap merese door na chali jao iss wajah se. par hua kya... aapne mujhe samjha aur jo incident kahi na kahi ab tak effect kar rahi thi ab itni zyada taqleef nahi deti.
mujhe laga tha ki hum humesha aise hi rahenge phir aapne watty chodne ki baat kahi and i was startled. aap itne sure the jaaneki baat ko leke and me....mujhe accha nahi laga. woh poora din kaise beet gaya pata hi nahi chala. and then you left and i was angry.
hurt thi aur bohot kuch aur maine gusse main telegram bhi delete kar diya. impulsive me!!
kuch dino tak it was like main pehle jaisi ban gayi jab aap thi nahi meri zindagi main bas tannu se baat karti thi. aur ek din uska msg aaya.
tannu: aapke liye kisine kuch bheja hai!
tannu: " kaash tujhse phir se milne ki
wajah mil jaye,
saath jitne bhi lamhe guzare
woh lamhe mil jaye,
chal apni un lamho ko yaad kar
apni ankhe band kar le,
kya pata khwaab main guzara
hua kal mil jaye....."
guess karne ki zaroorat hai kya ise? aapke alawa aur kaun kar sakta hai. aapse zyada der koi gussa nahi reh sakte kiddo..ye uss insaan ki bas ki baat nahi.
aur phir kuch dino baad aaya ek notification.
the_untold_raaz started following you.
socha tha kuch din gussa karungi phir maan jaungi par aapka msg.
kiddo: "zindagi ke naye daur ka agaaz
hai,
kya koi humse naraaz hai.........!!"
waise meri impulsiveness ki wajah se bhi ye doori aa gayi thi. ye baat mujhe tab realise hua jab aapne bola ki watty se jaane ke baad aapne sabse pehle mujhe msg kara telegram par. par main tab tak delete kar chuki thi!
par dekho humari baat hui aur sab kuch theek ho gaya. mujhe meri kiddo wapas mil gayi.
aapka importance kya hai meri zindagi main ye mujhe bhi nahi pata kiddo par aapke bina mera kya hoga woh ehsaas zaroor hua. you just brought so much into my life unknowingly.
aapse pehle main watty pe kabhi kabhi hi baat karti thi par aapse milne ke baad you have brought people in my life.....
im a happier and more outspoken version of my self.
ab tho mere classmates bhi poochne lage....tu tho itne acchese baat nahi karti thi naa so what changed??
iska one word answer hai mere paas....kiddo!!!
itna bada wala rant iss liye taki aap samajh sako ki aap mere liye kya ho...idk maine theek se explain kara ki nahi...
But i love youuu
and finally HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIDDO!!!
i just hope ki aap humesha smile karte raho....aapko kabhi koi problem naa ho aur aasu tho bilkul nahi nikle aapke ankho se...
thank you for making me a part of your life*smiles*
Your,
Di aka surf Excel
