•we are to scared to leave
•but we are to broken to stay
•so we keep hurting each other
•and call it love.
^Nana Fan-fiction.
:not everything is the way the, the anime or manga goes.
it's more like my own way.
:sorry for spelling mistakes...
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"Hey y/n thanks for meeting with me" She said in a shaky voice. I nodded "no big deal, what did you wanted to tell me?". She looked at the floor, intimidated, before she began to speak. "so I thought... I thought I should tell you..." "You thought you should tell me what? Hachi, I'm not going to bite your head off, what's wrong? " I told her so could leave early. "I'm meeting Takumi!!" she shouted. I just shrugged my shoulders like I didn't care but actually a little piece of me broke inside of me, a little piece that thought Takumi wouldn't do it. "why did you think you should tell me?" She looked up at me and also shrugged her shoulders. "I mean, you lived together and... I don't want you to see him anymore!" I started laughing, did she seriously think we wouldn't meet again? "We work together" I answered her. "I know and I want it to be limited to that, have a nice day Y/n." She said goodbye and left. what's wrong with those people?! I thought to myself and left. ..
When I finally got home, I sat down on the sofa, took my laptop and looked through my emails. There was nothing special to do today, so I used my time to take care of my private matters.
My doorbell rang, less than 10 minutes after I was supposed to relax. "Who is it?" I asked through the intercom. "It's me, can I come in? we need to talk" Ugh how I hated that voice of course it was Takumi who else could it be. I pressed the button to open the door, I waited for him and then let him in. We sat down on the couch and I asked him what we had to discuss.
"I'm meeting someone" he said while looking deep into my eyes. "Takumi.." "no, let me explain." he interrupted me. "I know you don't know what to do with your feelings, I'm afraid that you could ruin things between us." "Takumi, what you're talking about?"
I clenched my hands together and just looked down at my legs. I had to hold back my tears with all my might. He knew how I felt about him, he knew that I was in love with him and yet he did something like that? Why? Why was he such a disgusting person I just couldn't understand it. I really tried to understand how a man could be like that, but I just didn't understand. And then he had the audacity to come here and tell me that I could ruin everything with my feelings?
"Takumi.." "no y/n you don't understand.. we want you to leave trapnest.."
a world collapsed inside me.
Something inside me died that day. That moment..
It was like I dreamed it, I couldn't believe it. I couldn't and didn't want to understand why he suddenly said something like that. what kind of people were they who could just let me go?
I helped them get even bigger without me, they wouldn't have even been able to cover so many cities on the tour! I was their star at the time, Reira had her time before me, but they just dropped me like that. All because of this Hachi... if she had never met Takumi it would never have come to this.
"Takumi, get out of my apartment!"
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Sorry that there hasn't been an update for a while.
Unfortunately, I had personal things that kept me from writing for a long time, but I'm back.
