The Time Everything Changed

the closed casket

The curtain falls and the casket is closed
Minds are now awake and hearts are shaken
Time has slowed down. Every pace and footstep is heard. I still remember every sensation.

The windows are open but the doors are closed
Sensations and heartbeats echo.
The windows were open but the door was closed my heart still aches as I watch your lifeless face lay in a closed casket and as the curtain falls I still remember the way your eyes shown with light and the way your smile made even death shiver with envy-

You made life something you made it worth living but now... You lay there in a closed casket lifelessly, empty. You had so much to give and so much to offer yet you never saw it. The pain you held within yourself I saw it I bet you never knew that but I saw it.

Your voice is like that of earthquakes and your mind is like that of the sky never ending. Your touch is like that of a river flowing over spilling. Your love is like that of mountains breaking apart. CHAOS. You were chaos but oh how I loved the chaos that you brought now that you're gone I miss it. And your eyes were so bright they have shown not even the moon could compare. Your personality was so big and broad that even the lord would envy you.

Buckets of tears enough to fill sadness sit in my room but tears would never replace you you made me feel as though I was something that something I don't know of but it was something now you lie there in a closed casket lifelessly empty and it's draining you know and you know sometimes I hate you for that and sometimes I call you selfish but you know you're not selfish no no not at all

(LIAM)