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I lowered my head, while listening to the sounds of “humans”, getting louder and louder by the minute. I gesture my hands closely to my ears, blocking it.
My breathing began to speed up on me, my heart pumping extremely fast as my breathing but worse."Am I having a panic attack?"
It all stopped when a girl stood in front of my desk. Well it probably wasn't a girl because of the dark colours the person we're wearing. or maybe it was.?
The person kneels down beside me with a blank look. Their light brown eyes scanned into mines deeply."What the fuck is this person trying to do me?"
I turned my head aside before my eyes landed instantly on Her.
Her soft voice did something to me while she opened her mouth to speak.
"I don't know if I'm interrupting something. But according to the teacher. You kinda in my seat?" She remarked as if she doesn't know what to say. Or at least don't know what to say.
The intentions was growing between us. I could feel her nervousness fighting against my shyness or I should say.. a random outburst of anger.
Everything started to go backwards. my eyes started to be surrounded by darkness, pitch darkness.
"bring me out, bring me out jahseh. You can't keep-- keeping me fuckin in bro!" A deep horrifying voice screamed in my head. Was I being sarcastic?.
"I'm in your soul, I'm in your body, I'm in your mind. I'm everywhere. I controll everything that happens inside here and outside. Y-you can't keep me fuckin in for sixteen years straight jahseh! "
"Your weak, your stupid. Your dumb!. This is why you'll always suffer if you don't just let me fuckin out, you wouldn't be such a lame fucker anyways.Those dumbass, lame ass pills that yo momma bought ain't gon help yo stupid ass. Getting rid of me is going to be your biggest regret."
" Fuck that softy-softy shit!" It took me more than one minute, to process everything that just happened... In my mind
"Earth to you.. hello?" The girl waved her hand in front of me also with her face.
I slowly got up grabbing my journey and pen also with my bag. And walked out the classroom obviously leaving the girl baffled.
"Pussy. Pussy. Pussy. Pussy Pussy. You're such a pussy." The voices came back again.
I walked down the hallways as the words repeated In my head. This isn't going to stop. It's going to get worser. And worser. And worser.
Sometimes it stops when I write in my journey. But will it stop after this one?. Why does this angry person in my head wanna be released so bad.
I'm being sarcastic again.
Just a lil short-chapter y'know. 🌚 If yall confused about all this shit. Then yall will eventually find out soon.
