Contempt

10

Blue light reflected on Sunoo's ever glowing face as he was staring down at his phone screen ,  typing in hastily  about the day as if the world was about to end. Sunoo's mom always encouraged him to write diaries and he does the exact same thing digitally when he's overwhelmed .

Once in a while he looked up from the screen and scanned the whole room. He had so much going on inside, especially about a person. It was only when he came out of the trance to reality he noticed what he was doing. He has already become too much invested in the situationship.

Sunoo knows it isn't likely of  heeseung to do these gentle acts. Though pesky things happened earlier it wasn't anything intense like what he faced today. Being so good at reading the eyes sunoo knew the faint glare of fondness mixed up with nervousness behind those dark orbs.

♬♩♪♩ tututuu♩♪♩♬

The notification chimed on Sunoo's screen and he felt his hands run cold.

Heeseungshi : I know you're up . I wanted to talk to you. If you're okay come to my room right now everyone's asleep. I'll be waiting.

Sunoo's mind went blank. They had their contacts cause of course they're in a group and managers made sure of it but this was the first direct message from the elder.

What in the world is he supposed to reply. 'Oh it was really nice kissing you and I hate your ego but I might fall for you heeseungshi. ' !!!! He was literally running away from any moment there could be a chance of Heeseung being in close proximity with him since that incident. Then again the possibility of them being together literally made him squeal. Inhaling deeply sunoo mustered up the courage and reacted to Heeseung's text with a thumbs up emoji 👍.

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Heeseung was still not over that kiss. He rewinded and repeated the whole scene as far as he could remember. The best kiss he has ever had had to be that one from a boy who was sadly despised by him from the beginning of knowing each other.

Sunoo was about to knock on the door but he remembered heeseung has asked him to ring him in another message. He hit the call button and it was barely the second ring and suddenly he felt as if he was teleported to heeseung's room. It wasn't his first time in the room but it was certainly his first time being alone with him.

Sunoo had his eyes admiring the patterns on the floor. He could hear his heart beating in his throat. Meanwhile Heeseung had his eyes trained on the boy, his Adam's apple bobbing up and down every time he gulped at the sight.

A few days back neither of them thought there would be a time they both would go mute for each other, especially Heeseung who was ready to dig a grave for the newbie.

With these similar thoughts zig zagging in his mind Sunoo didn't notice how his nape was being fondled  by such long slender fingers , how he was already in the arms of the elder.

Sunoo looked up and he gasped at the sight.
The older was already scanning him head to toe. Sunoo felt his soul elevating from his body. He separated from the elder's hold and scurried away until his back hit the now locked door. He turned to face the door and gripped on the handle but it was of no use since it was already locked.

"Mmmnghhh... "

An inaudible sweet moan escaped from Sunoo , he could even sense the fine hairs on his nape standing . Heeseung leaned on him from behind sniffing on the sensitive skin of the younger's nape taking in all the fragrances adorned on him.

"Let's finish what we've started in the morning hmmm." he sensually whispered into sunoo's ear.

Both of the boys already lost their sanity by the time and are guided by the human instinct to be one. Heeseung gently turned the boy, now them facing each other. The flushed cheeks , red ears and the dazed eyes taunted him just to go for it. Heeseung littered Sunoo's neck with butterfly kisses taking his all might not to leave any marks on the sensitive skin as they've schedules packed behind their back.

Sunoo felt like he was in cloud nine when their lips met for the second time the same day. He gasped when a hand found its way to his soft waist under the shirt which was the elders   cue to deepen the kiss involving tongues.

Heeseung's hands were working their way to unbutton the bear print pyjamas the other was wearing  . Between their kisses Sunoo shuddered at the sudden exposure of his body to the cold air in the room. He became conscious of his exposed chest and brought his hands to cover up but that did not reach the destination as Heeseung held his wrists in one hand and placed it  gently above sunoo's head.

Sunoo wanted the ground to swallow him once he saw how intensly the elder is staring at his half naked body.  An outburst of insecurity flooded sunoo's mind. He wasn't well built. He was always chubby at places like his thighs and bums . He had a little bit of a swollen chest and a soft squishy abdomen.

"Sunoo can I kiss here? " Heeseung asked while lowering himself to the chest level of  younger.
The vibration of Hee's voice and the cold air was all that took his nipples to harden and he nodded his head yes. If Sunoo was in his right mind he would be really emotional for Heeseung has called him by his name for the first time.

In no time the warmth of Heeseung's mouth swallowed the entire left swell. If Hee  wasn't lost yet he would have definitely felt the thumping of the other's heart in his pharynx.

Heeseung suckled on them left and right and brought sunoo to lie down on his bed. He trailed down kisses till he reached the belly button and swirled around his tongue in the insides. Sunoo was holding back from moaning till then but there he lost his control and let out a loud scream of pleasure. His hands unknowingly grabbing onto heeseung's hair trying to pry him off of him which was a futile effort.

Then Sunoo  felt the clumsy  tugging at his bottoms which jolted him up immediately, stopping the elder's hands from going down further. That act indeed reminded him the actual purpose of them being there.

"Heeseungsshi... You told me you need to talk not this... " Sunoo enquired the elder with a heaving chest covering himself with the duet.

"....  uhm.... right......
.......... first of all you can call me hyung.. "

Sunoo turned his head away and facing the other direction he asked,
" What are we heeseungsshi?? What's actually happening between us??? "

Heeseung took a deep breath and replied in his soothing voice,
"I just know only one thing I kissed you and you kissed me back...  Shouldn't we find out about this together??!! "

".............I'll think about it... "

"  let's keep this between us okay... "

After a long pause sunoo hummed an

" okay".

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I've got a new heesun au published . It's named MONOLOGUE.....  If you're interested do check out the same & comment your thoughts on it so that I know if I should just drop it or continue.....

Thank you all for the support
Love you❤
29/03/24