No Angel

It's not your fault

Aria took her time cleaning the kitchen and the dining room where everything had just went down. Aria wanted to give Q as much time as she could before she went to check in on him. Once she put away all of the dishes she went on a search to find Q in the house. She searched every room in the house before she found Q in the dark in his office. She went behind his desk to where he was sitting rubbing his shoulders gently. It wasn't long before Q pushed her hands off of him.

"I'm not in the mood Aria" Q said with anger in his voice. "Q don't you want to talk about it" Aria said stepping away from him and going to sit on the opposite side of the desk. "No I don't fucking want to talk about it. I've done enough talking as is, I should be out right now killing Marcus lil ass for getting my fucking sister pregnant" Q spat out. Aria's eyes widened as she listened to Q talk. "Q you can't do that" Aria said. Q just looked up at Aria. "The hell I can't" Q said standing up. "Q sit down" Aria said to Q. It took Q a while before he listened to Aria and sat back down. "Come with me" Aria said standing with her hand out to Q. "Why" Q said. "Stop being so damn stubborn and come with me" Aria yelled as Q stood up taking her hand. She led the two of them upstairs into the master bathroom where she had already had a bath tub full of bubbles ready.

"Get in" Aria said to Q. "I'm not taking no fucking bubble bath ma" Q said snatching his hand away from Aria and turning to walk out of the door. "Q would you just get in the tub" Aria said grabbing Q's hand and leading him back into the bathroom. Q undressed himself slowly getting into the tub just like Aria had asked. "Aren't you going to get in" Q asked once he was fully in the tub. "I wasn't but if it makes you feel any better I will" Aria said undressing herself and entering the tub. She sat behind Q letting his head lay onto her chest.

"Talk to me Q" Aria said as they sat in silence. She massaged Q's shoulders as he laid against her body in the tub. "What you want me to say Aria. My fucking 18 year old sister is pregnant by a lil nigga who works for me, what the fuck am I supposed to say to that" Q said now becoming angry again. "Well how does it make you feel Q" Aria asked.

"Come on ma, don't be trying to play fucking therapist right now. I'm mad as fuck" Q said. "How the fuck could I let this shit happen" Q said in a low tone running his hand over his face. "Baby you didn't know this was going to happen. You wouldn't have been able to have stopped it. Jazmine and Marcus are almost grown. They knew exactly what they were doing when they laid down together" Aria said to Q. "Man don't fucking say that shit" Q said not wanting to hear about his baby sister having sex. "It was my job to protect her ma" Q said lowering his tone. "I was supposed to be the man of the family. It was my job to make sure shit like this don't happen." Q said frustrated. Aria just sat and listened as Q vented to her about how his father counted on him for being head of the family and how he had disappointed both his father and himself. Aria tried to comfort him as she sat and listened.

"And why the fuck didn't you tell me this shit yesterday" Q said now becoming angry with Aria. "Jazmine didn't want me to" Aria answered truthfully. If it had been up to her she would have told Q the second she found out, but she made a promise to Jazmine that she would let her tell it. "So you taking orders from Jazmine now" Q said. "No I'm not taking orders from Jazmine, but it wasn't my place to tell her business like that especially when she didn't want me to, so you can drop the fucking attitude with me" Aria said now mad with Q.

Aria quickly grabbed her towel and left the tub leaving Q to sit alone. Aria went into the bedroom grabbing her night gown and putting it on before getting into the bed angry with Q. Aria had drifted off to sleep when she felt Q enter the bed and pull her closer to him.

"What" Aria said turning over to face him. "Come here" Q said pulling Aria on top of him kissing her forehead. "Talk to me ma" Q said placing his hands on Aria's hips. "What do you want me to say to you Quentin" Aria said turning her head in the opposite direction. "For one I want you to look at me when I'm talking to you" Q said turning Aria's face towards his.

"Why are you mad with me Q" Aria asked Q. "I'm not. It's just so much shit I got going through my head" Q said running his hand over his face. "How the hell could I let this happen ma" Q said. "Q you didn't know" Aria said rubbing her hands over Q's bare tattoo covered chest. "But I could have" Q said. "No you couldn't have" Aria told Q again. Q placed his forehead against Aria's as they just sat in silence.

"What am I going to do ma" Q asked. "Just be there for your sister Quentin. She's having a hard time. She didn't mean for this to happen. And she was scared to death to tell you" Aria said to Q. Q just shook his head as they sat in silence. After a few minutes Q let out a sigh of frustration.

"You know your mother, was really disappointed in the way you acted. And your grandmother didn't look to pleased either" Aria said breaking the silence between the two. "I know ma. I gotta fix this shit" Q said kissing Aria's forehead.

The two of them then laid in silence in the dark as they let there thoughts run free.

"Q" Aria said as she laid facing the ceiling. She knew Q wasn't asleep because she didn't hear his light snores yet. Q just wrapped his arms around her waist and dug his face in the crook of her neck letting Aria know he was listening.

"Do you want kids?" Aria asked. Q then removed himself away from her and looked at her. "Don't tell me you pregnant too ma" Q asked. "No I'm not pregnant Q, I just want to know" Aria said. She waited on Q to answer as he sat silent. "Well do you" she questioned again. "No" Q answered. Aria was instantly saddened by his response. If it was one thing she wanted in life it was a child of her own to love.

"Not right now ma" Q spoke up again noticing Aria's mood had changed. "I'd never bring a child into this world with the lifestyle I live. It's hard for me to even have you around because at any giving time anything could happen to me, and it hurts me to even think about leaving you, let alone with a child. So no ma I don't want kids right now" Q said as he wrapped is arms around Aria's waist again. "That's the main reason I'm so damn mad at Jazmine and especially Marcus. I don't want my niece or nephew around this shit" Q said.

Aria just sat and let what Q just said sink in. He was right. She would never want her child around the stuff Q did. She barley could stand being with Q knowing the things that he did herself. But the love she felt for him was way too strong for her to leave him.

"What you thinking about " Q asked as he studied Aria's face. "Nothing baby" Aria said kissing Q as she continued to be silent .

"Don't worry ma, when the time is right I'll make sure you give me a thousand little Q's" Q said placing kisses on Aria's neck. "Excuse me we're only having 1 child" Aria said to Q. "You tripping ma, I'm at least putting 10 in you" Q said as he rolled over onto Aria. "Q I'm not pushing 10 big headed ass kids of yours out of me" Aria said as he continued to kiss on her neck and chest. "Alright fine 8 but that's as low as I'm going" Q said. Aria just laughed as Q continued to kiss lower pleasing every inch of her body.