chapter 6

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"Do I know you? Why are you here? Oh, maybe you are my savior?" Tay asked me with a puzzled look. The words that came from his mouth made my whole world collapse Tay doesn't know me he forgot me no he did not I'm just thinking before I could speak doc intervened "Hello young man you look fine is there any pain" he said to Tay p singto looked at me apologetically I just smiled at him a bit.
"Umm may I have a while with the patient so that u can examine him," the doc said to all of us to go out and we all did, I wanted to clarify what was happening so I went to my P "P Mew why didn't he recognize me it's not true right Tay did not forget me right tell me p," I said but there was nothing but silence from him so I went to p Singto " P at least you tell me your a doctor you can explain me please tell me" now I'm frustrated non of them are telling me anything why do they believe that Tay forgot me no that not true Tay did not forget me "New calm down please let's wait for the doctor to come out and let's ask what has happened " it was P Gulf who spoke I thought he is pissed at me and blames me for what has happened to Tay, of course, he should I did so much wrong and because of me he ended up here in hospital it's all me fault. "New..kid, I think you should take a bit of rest you are stressing yourself too much" p kit said why, why are all so good to me even after I did so much of horrible things to them?
By then doc came out we all rushed to him "Doc how is he? Is he OK? That question he asked before it's for fun right? He didn't forget me, right? Doc please say something " I said I'm tense what's happening here I want to know what happened "Well...umm this is I had a doubt but I'm sure now he has partial memory loss, I thought he might forget everything but he remembers few but most of them are missing maybe you are also a part of missing part I guess, but don't worry this is for temporary he will recollect it" doc said with the encouraging smile so it's true my Tay forgot me "H...ho...how long..?" I was not able to proceed with the news I got just now.
" Well it depends he might get it tomorrow, the day after, a week, a month, or years it depends," he said and then left there so now it's true Tay forgot me 'Next time when we meet we are strangers we don't know each others' oh that is what I asked for isn't it and looks like fate did hear me and see where did it reach I deserve this and I should blame myself for all these happening to me. "....New....Newwiee.." someone patted me should it was p Mew when I saw him everyone was looking at me with worry I didn't know what to say should I curse my fate or myself? "Newwiee why don't you go and take a rest we will update you about Tay dear" p Mew told me and what could I say I just had to nod they looked surprised maybe they thought I might not agree, now the least I could do is, that I won't trouble them anymore they all are tensed already "I'll go by myself p you don't need to worry" I just want some time alone I hope p will agree "but..Newwiee..."
"Please it's my request, " I told him he was not ready to let me go but looking at me he nodded "But you should text or call me as soon as you home if you agree then I will send you," he said and I agreed as well it was easy task after all.

Author pov
New left from hospital what can he do being there, if he be there it would only bring pain to him seeing his beloved in the bed with wires, and bandages and not recognizing him is like rubbing salt in his wound so instead of making his brothers worry he wanted to come back home, it's not like he didn't want to stay he wanted to but he didn't want to bother whom will the elders take care of him or Tay so he didn't want to be burden to anyone.

He came home in a cab Mew made sure he caught a cab instead of driving as he knew what is the state of his brother Now New is home he called his brother and informed him about his arrival and asked about Tay after knowing he is fine New cut the call. He went to his room all their memories was flowing in his head as soon as he entered their room, he removed the ring that was resting at the center of the table, turning it over and over as light danced all around it, the glittering silver rays bouncing back and forth as he held it up, staring at it and wondering for the nth time...Was it worth it, to reject him he could only remember those days they had in the past?

There was that tight knot inside his chest again and though he had been feeling that same emotion lingering for the last couple of days, he still couldn't quite get used to it. He was used to being with the love of his life and not being alone, but not after waking up to the realization that no matter how hard he tried pretending that he was okay, he knew he wasn't and that he never would be, until and unless...

Not since the time he went home to an empty home of his after rejecting Tay and he if only would have faced it and talk to his lover this day wouldn't have come to them they would have been happy.

Probably because he was in denial or maybe he still is, no one could tell at this point. It's because he's always been good at hiding his pain where nobody could see it as he opted to put up a brave face just for the sake of his sanity. But everyone close to him knew better than not to leave him alone because when the pain started to be terrifyingly unbearable, he broke down into tiny pieces and it was only his brothers who helped him and stood by him as he slowly sewed himself back together even though they didn't say anything to him. But he knows whatever happens he cannot remove the guilt that his love is going through just because of him only if he wouldn't reject that day, only if he could explain why he did that.... Only if he could say he did it for his sake... Only if but what is the use now everything is done everything went out of his hand he cried that night so much and fell asleep.

On the other hand in hospital Singto is stroking sleeping Tay's hair he is still is in process what he had witnessed he is worried about New now, he don't know what that poor boy is going through and upon that Tay forgot him he don't know who's side he should be standing and there are so many questions regarding things that happened today he have to clarify them first and then solve the problem his little brother is going through he looked at Mew who was sitting near the window and staring outside "Mew.. what has happened where did we go wrong? Were we that ignorant to see what our brothers are going through " Singto said gaining Mew's attention to which the latter sighed and said "don't worry Singto let's make everything back to normal for now let's focus on Tay getting cured" he said trying to have a smile a bit "you are here are you sure you want to leave New alone that too at this time?" Singto continued their conversation "yes he wants some time alone of his, I'll talk to him tomorrow don't worry take some rest I'll come here tomorrow " Mew said gesturing Gulf to go with him and said bye to Singto and Krist.

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Hey here is the update I've got some time and wrote it but I'm not sure how did it go I'm not quite satisfied tho especially the second half part if there are any confusion be free to dm or comment I would love to hear it from you😁 and ya as always I've not proofread so bare with my mistakes🥲  and ya don't forget to click on that star button it will surely encourage me to write more and I hope  maybe I'll update soon🤞

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