"The likable nerd" | Larry Stylinson |

Chapter Twelve

Sorry that it took a while again... but I have been busy with my gymnastics competition with my school so I have been focusing a lot on that, but here is the next chapter ;)

- Tilde xx

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I pull out the little paper where I wrote "I'm pregnant" and gives it to him, and I just feel my whole world stop when he folds it open.

Louis' pov:

I don't understand a single thing of what is happening right now. Harry is crying a waterfall, I just read a letter from him that I don't get anything off. What does he mean by he is the only boy in the world? It makes like no sense.
And he wrote that he thought I would leave him now. How could he think that? I would never leave him no matter what happens Harry is the best boyfriend ever, he is the one who keeps me alive, he is the reason why I keep breathing. I could never leave him.

After I have looked very confused at him and asked him what was going on he handed me another piece of paper, but this time a smaller one. I didn't know what to expect, I mean legit everything could possibly be on that paper.

I keep my eyes on Harry and flip the paper open.
I read it fast, and then somehow everything just stops around me. I read it over and over again.

Over and over.

How was it even possible. Is Harry pregnant. Is my boyfriend pregnant, with my child. But that isn't even possible, boys can't get pregnant. Right?

When I think I have read it a hundreds of times, I look up at Harry sitting still crying like he was about to die. I look down at the paper again. We have been sitting in silence (apart from Harry's crying and sobbing) in a while, when I finally says something even though I don't know what to say.

"Is this a joke Haz? It's not possible for a boy to get pregnant"

He still looks down at his knees which is up against his chest. "That's what I said to the doctor" he just says extremely low.

I could feel the pain shivering from Harry's shaking body. He was scared, of our relationship would be over, or if he had to raise a child on his own.

"But..." I didn't know what to say. I wanted to say something to comfort my little baby sitting having almost a full on panic attack, but I just didn't know what to do or say.

I can't really understand the whole situation. I'm gonna be a dad. I'm gonna be.. a DAD!

"I-... I'm so so- s-sorry L- louis" Harry then says out of the silence. His voice was shaking and roasting from the crying. When I was about to say something he spoke up again.

"I know you t- think I'm wired and a f- freak, it's fine I- just think I should tell y- you since you
a- are the father, and I know I just r- ruined our relationship and you don't anything to d- do with my anymore"

He really thinks I don't want him anymore? I mean if I was in his position I would think the same but still. "Haz.." I spoke quietly.

"Please Louis I get it we're over I know" he says cold.

I can't take it anymore. I can't take seeing his weak body shaking non stop anymore. Without a doubt i climbed over to him and pulled him to my body. I hugged him and tight as possible and try's my best to make him feel better. I could tell he was shocked, by the stop of his breathing for a good long three seconds and his frozen position in my arms. He then after a moment finally let loose and relaxed, melting deeper down in my arms.

"I'm so so sorry" he said again.

"It's not only your fault Harry" I said calm.

"But.. a- are you not mad and like disgusted?" He asked.

I felt guilty for some reason, for making him loose confidence in telling me. I hugged him tighter before speaking up again.

"Harry I am not a single inch of mad at you, I still don't know how the fuck it's even possible and I'm scared for your sake at the birth, but as much as it's your mistake it's mine. And I would never leave you don't ever think that baby, I love you too much for that, even if it is cause of a child. We will stay together through this and then we will do it proudly cause we love each other"

I felt a tear roll down my cheek when I actually realized what is about to happen in my life. I'm gonna be a father of mine and Harry's child. I have had the thought about that I wanted kids with Harry but I have never cared a little thought about it this way.

Harry pulled out of my embrace and looked in my eyes, and I looked back even though it was hard to see his beautiful green eyes since his eyes were red and swollen from crying.

"I love you so much Louis, and I promise you I would never leave you either I don't know why I thought that, it's just... I don't know... I'm just happy that I actually didn't lost the love of my life, because now why are having a fucking child together" he chuckled at the last bit. I cupped his face with my bare hands and kissed his face all over, every little inch. He giggled.

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I laid in in my bed with Harry beside me all cuddled into me. God how much I loved this boy. We have been laying here since Harry told me he was pregnant. I still can't figure out how it even is possible for Harry to get pregnant in the first place.

"Haz, can I ask you something?" I spoke up.

"Yeah" he said with a low voice.

"How-.. how are gonna like... deliver the baby?" I ask. That question have been raising around my head for the last hour.

"Uhm..." he sat up before continuing. "The doctor told me when I got the news, which actually was today, that the only way would be C-section" I made sense, yeah, because how could the baby get out anyway? I nod slowly Harry plops down beside me again.

I fell asleep pretty fast after that and I think Harry did too. I had this perfect dream about how my future would be. Harry and I would live in a house with our little baby. We would have this super awesome car and a cute dog. We would be married. Everything seemed so perfect.

When I woke up, I slightly groaned cause I got out of that lovely dream of mine. I looked at Harry who was still asleep. He always looked so peaceful when we was asleep, a thing I love very much about him.

He seemed so perfect. My life took a big turn today but I still think about how perfect it will be once the baby is born. Everything actually seemed perfect, until it hit me.

What am I gonna tell my parents?

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