Return to the land of the living

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It's been almost a month since I left him. Asleep and alone, I left him.

The thought of how he must have felt waking up alone pains me. The confusion, the loss, and loneliness. It was everything I have felt, every morning, noon and night.  The difference is, he didn't see it coming.  He probably thought he'd have a chance to say good bye, or talk me out of it. I couldn't take that chance.  I know, if I stayed any longer I'd never leave.

A week ago I found a place of my own back in the city. Just on the opposite side of town from the penthouse. I found a job as an assistant in the city by some miracle.  That's the only way I could afford my own place.  I could've gotten my old job at the store back, but there were too many memories of Gio there.  I needed a fresh start.

The sun shining through my windows proves to be a beautiful day.  The weather has been getting warmer. A new season, new job, and a new place.  If only any of that could make me feel better. 

I have gotten better at hiding the pain. I can keep the tears in. I'm able to fake my way through a conversation I care nothing about, and my phony smile is perfection.

My alarm goes off, alerting me that my time for sorrow is over, and I need to get ready for work.

I'm the assistant to the CEO of a big hotel chain. I've been told that I'll be doing the same things I was doing for Gio. Setting up business meetings, scheduling lunches, preparing the board room, and files for meetings, getting him coffee. Same shit different office.

I have yet to meet said boss. I know nothing about him except that he's 32, and his name is John Phillips.  I probably should have googled him to get an idea of what I'm in for. But thought hell, let it be a surprise. 

I dress in my usual pencil skirt and button up blouse, and black heals.  I go easy on the make seeing as how i don't have anyone I want to impress.  I run a thick curling iron through my hair leaving it down and a spritz of flower bomb to my neck. Checking the time, of course there isn't enough for coffee. So I just grab my shit and leave.  I'm sure they have a coffee maker at the office.

I get a cab outside my apartment.  There's no way I'm taking the train on my first day.  My luck it'll get stuck in between stations.  At least in a cab I can get out and run. 

The cab pulls up in front of the building and I give the guy cash, "Keep the change. "  Not waiting for his replay I get and walk quick to the revolving doors, getting my work I.d. out incase I get stopped.  Thankfully I don't. As I wait with a group of people for the elevator, all I can think is something bad is probably coming my way.  I never have this much luck in one day.

As everyone piles in, my assumption comes to life. There's no room for me.  A guy offers to wait and let me go, but I wave him off. While I wait for the next one I check out my shoes, making sure there aren't any scuffs or scratches.  Out of the corner of my eye a tall man stands next to me a few feet away. He's wearing a Gray three piece suit, with brown leather shoes.  

  

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