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I'm so sorry this took forever to post. Life has been busy as a bitch but at least I finally got my phone fixed.
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Yeosangs pov
"He's my ex!" I whisper yelled, looking at Hongjoong and breathing heavily.
"And he isn't a good one." I felt a panic attack coming, and I didn't know what to do. I wanted to puke, my chest felt tight, and I felt like I couldn't breathe.
"What I'm I going to do? I left his house, and I left a note saying im breaking up with him and never saw him again because I moved, I moved into this town, and now he's here!" Still whisper shouting at Hongjoong.
"What if he hurts me?" I crouched down and covered my face. I don't want to see anything right now, I wanna hide from everyone.
"Yeosang, I will not let him lay a hand on you as long as he is in my sight, and why haven't you told us about any of this stuff?"
Hongjoong said in a stern voice. He was also crouched down and rubbing arms, comforting me.
I just sat there feeling bad for not telling any of them anything and felt like busting out in tears.
"I'm not mad, yeosang. I was just asking, ok? So he was abusive?" He paused, and I nodded. "Then we will avoid him, ok? We can tell the others that if you want and keep away from him, you can tell us anything when you are ready, ok, my love?" Hongjoong said seriously and pulled me close and hugged me.
I tried to relax and take deep breaths, hugging Hongjoong very tightly, slowly calming my breaths.
"Sorry I haven't told you guys everything about me, I've just kinda left all the negative stuff out." I mumbled into his chest. My breathing started to slow down and regulate.
"It's fine, baby, ok? Let's go back out there and enjoy our time with everyone and ignore them, unless you wanna go. Do you wanna go home, babe?" He cupped my cheeks and looked at me in the eyes.
"No, I wanna stay, i promise I'll tell you guys more about my past oneday" I held my pinky up and gave a weak smile, I really do want them to know everything about me, I've avoided this too long.
"Yeosang, you don't have to." He ruffled my hair as we started walking out the bathroom. I clung onto his arm and stayed behind him a bit. My chest still felt a bit tight.
"No, I want you guys to know everything about me, EVERYTHING, it feels better actually knowing that you know." I sqeezed his arm and smiled. They others had turned their heads looking at me.
"Hongjoong, I have to warn Jessi about him." I whispered concerned.
"Not uh not here, ok? We don't know what could happen or how it would end, ok?" Hongjoong smiled
"Everything is going to be alright, ok? Hongjoong patted my back and slighy slap my ass. I glared at him and ran over to the others, dragging Hongjoong.
"What were you two doing? Are you ok, yeosang?" San asked
"Yeosang, are you alright-" yoohyun was interrupted
"They fuc- ow!" Wooyoung had gotten a slap to the arm by seonghwa.
"Nothing special, I just had to say something to Hongjoong." I shrugged nervously and looked around for jessi. Jessi and Jenny weren't here.
I sighed, thankful that they weren't with us.
"I was telling Hongjoong that that guy jessi is with is my ex-boyfriend." I quickly said.
"And not a good one but an abusive one." I quickly added, biting my lip.
"What your ex is here?" Yoohyun spun around.
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Love Gush / Ateez X Yeosang BXB
RomanceYeosang moving into a new town, which means new people and a college (College AU) What happens when he bumps into somebody and that somebody helps him around and introduce him to his friends? (Always re-editing chapters) And also turned this into a...
