Today is Semaje's birthday and i haven't yet seen or heard from her. Now y'all might be thinking that i overreacted at the party that night but i didn't. I just felt some type of way and when you feel a certain way , you have every right to express yourself. I got up out of a bed and went to the bathroom to do my morning routine, i brushed my teeth and washed my face. I went into the kitchen and started breakfast. I'm going to make some Pancakes, Rice, Eggs and Sausage. I'm kid free this weekend so i'm going to go out and try to find Semaje something for her birthday. Once i finished with breakfast i went and got dressed for the day , i threw on something slight and cute because the weather was looking good outside!
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I walked out of the house and got in the car. I drove to the mall and found a good parking spot, i got out of the car and walked into the mall. As i walked in the mall i seen 2 familiar faces. Semaje and Mercedes. They were walking into the Louis Vuitton store smiling and talking. I walked in behind them as if i was going to actually buy something out of the store. " It looks like y'all are having fun " I said calmly walking behind the both of them causing them to turn around and turn that smile into a little bit of a frown. " Oh hey ... i was going to call you back- ". I cut her off. " No it's okay Semaje i see you're busy with your new bestie ". I said looking at Mercedes as she walked away. " Look, Armoni i'm sorry okay , i'm not replacing you i'm just trying to be here for her she's going through so much with her parents and DonDon". Semaje tried to get me to understand, but all i know is i snapped at her. I was tired of being not heard and misunderstood. " DO YOU THINK I GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT SHES GOING THROUGH? I WENT THROUGH THE FUCKING WORST AND YOU KNOW THAT, YOU WASNT THERE FOR ME THE WAY YOU ARE FOR HER, I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR ALMOST 2 WEEKS , NOBODY CAME FOR ME NOT YOU , NOT MY PARENTS , NOT EVEN MY OWN BABY, NOBODY ! IF I WOULDNT HAVE CALLED THAT DAY NOBODY WOULDVE CAME. I felt my anger build up more and more, tears fell down my face as well. I looked around and saw everyone looking at us, even the people that weren't even in the store. I started to walk away until i heard Semaje say something " I wasn't there for you Armoni? Really ? What about the time that i let you live in my house? For 2 whole months? Because you were running away from someone who was beating your ass everyday , wasting my time cause you WENT back to him. What about those times?". I walked up to Semaje for the last time. " You couldn't wait to throw that in my face? Cause that's what " best friends " do huh"? I walked away wiping my tears and walking out the mall completely.
It's been 2 weeks since the chaos that happened in the mall between me and Semaje. I blocked her on almost everything , even her phone number. I laid in the bed burping Kehlani because she had just finished her bottle. Knock Knock. I heard at the door, i raised up out of bed, still holding Kehlani. " Who is it "? I asked them looking through the peephole. Nobody said anything, i opened the door and there it was DonDon standing there with all his bags.
