Can't let you go

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           Pete pov

"Just like the old Pete who clung onto me like some cheap gold digger."Tears streamed down,his words hurting and making me all weak.All I want right now is a hug,a person who can understand me.But here I am all alone with the darkness submerging me.

Regaining myself,I went back to work and I saw a tall figure,He seemed pretty rich by his appearance.He was complete opposite of how I looked."He seemed irritated and my consciousness told me to stay away.I was about to move when me looked at me,"Hey u out there,Come here" Confused to whom exactly he was calling I pointed to myself."yes u dumb,Fucking come". Who the fuck he thinks to insult me.I am not someone's punch bag. "Excuse me" I uttered.
He approached towards me screaming "Are you fucking deaf,I told u to come here.move that ass and bring me coffee."
I stood here.God this man is surely nuts.
"I would,If you ask politely."As soon those words left my mouth he shouted
"Do you know who you are speaking to.You little piece of shit,know your fucking place,how dare you  speak to me like that.I could buy millions of people like you."

He is such a jerk."I don't really know you and whatever position your holding doesn't give you the right to belittle someone.Thats basic manners and it's sad u lack that." He raised his hand to slap me but I caught it and twisted. Uttering "I don't care who you are and it's better if you learn basic attiques.We are employees not ur slaves."
The whole office was silent. everyone was dumbfounded and seeing their expressions it was clear that I was messing with someone big and might even land in trouble.But who cares I am already at it.And a part of me knows that Vegas would definetly support me if he knows what had happened.

"Get ready you fucking bitch,pack all your shit cause you aren't staying here anymore.Get the fuck out of here".

"What's the noise all about." Came the sound behind me and it's not hard to recognise who it belonged to,Vegas.
"Babyy look at this bitch.He is insulting me."The tall figured screamed. "STOP calling me that Taiwan.Grow the fuck up.Why the hell do you go on creating troubles every passing day."
Taiwan that's his name.And why the hell did me called vegas baby.I turned around and something in Vegas changed,his annoyed face was now replaced with something I couldn't get.

"Ooo so it's you Mr Pete.Not a day and here you are,distrubing the environment." He is blaming me.He is.He really is.And he is enjoying it. "Vegas,I didn't.."
"It's Sir for you." Interrupted Vegas.And looked towards Taiwan."What happened Taiwan"With the fakest cute voice that Taiwan started
"Baby,he was slacking off and I was trying to correct him.When he started insulting me calling me ur bitch."God even a kid can tell this man is lying,and what's with those fake tears.
Vegas looked at me holding my shoulders he screamed "Who the fuck do you think you are calling bitch.He is my boyfriend and don't dare to insult him.I am not going to tolerant any insolent,lazy person insult my boyfriend and you better get it."
Boyfriend..this man is his boyfriend.His boyfriend.He has a boyfriend of course what was I expecting.

Back in past

"What if you found someone who is more good looking and deserving than me.What will you do Vegas"That was the question running in my mind since we got offical.I still don't get how can Vegas love me.He is soo good.And I am full of insecurities, anxiety of people leaving me behind.Vegas chuckled hearing that"Babyyy you are the only one I will ever love.you are my angel my sunshine and there's no way I can ever stop loving you.You are my first my last my everything.I am tied to you forever."he kissed me and I melted with all my insecurities fading.

Present
I was his sunshine.He promised I will be his last.but he has a boyfriend.No control over myself I uttered "He is your boyfriend."vegas smirked"ofcourse he is.And why not.He is rich, independent, beautiful and perfect in every way unlike someone who is insecure,constantly needing validations and pampering.I wanted a boyfriend not some child.And Taiwan is that boyfriend.My type."
I was numb.He was the one who pampered me.He was the one who liked to take care.He was the one who proposed.He was the one who promised me.So why am I the being blamed.I was always afraid of being in relationship.And he knew that.But he made me believe we are forever.I can't take any of this shit.I don't deserve any of this shit.I deserve better.I trusted Vegas with my insecurities and here he is exposing them all.Making joke of it.I cant.I wont tolerant.

"I quit."