Poems of my life including God, friendships, family, and love.

Uncle Johnny

It's been over half a year,
Since you've been gone,
Holidays don't feel the same without you,
I find myself wanting to ask about you,
Where you are,
Why you're not there,
But then I remember,
That you are gone,
That you are now in Heaven,
I am glad you are no longer in pain,
But none of us were ready for you to leave us,
I miss you so much uncle Johnny,
But I know that I'll get to see you again,
To be honest,
I still have your number in my phone,
I still have your social media,
I just can't bring myself to delete them yet,
I don't want to honestly,
You left unexpectedly,
I went to your funeral,
But I could hardly speak,
I couldn't get up there in front of everyone,
I went to your viewing,
That was so much worse,
I needed it,
But it was so so hard,
To see you like that,
A part of me still wants to pretend,
That you're with me,
I have some of your shirts for comfort,
I like to wear them when I feel down,
I'm glad you're no longer suffering,
But I'm still sad that you're gone,
I miss you a lot,
I can't wait to see you again.