Walking, leisurely, from the grounds to our room normally takes 10 minutes...
but this--walking with Jay--is the longest 10 minutes EVERRR!!!!
actually he's kinda cute..and funny..i can really say he's a company i'd love to have..but the hard thing is I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TODAY!!..
i'd really like to smile..to giggle..to laugh..but i just can't..my body seems to be programmed not to respond to any happy thoughts because i'm sad..tsk..
Wooh! great! we're here!thanks Sienna..Sienna?Sienna? hey! Sien--
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Ouch! that hurts!
Wow! I never imagined how unfocused you are..
Yah.. great..would you help me or just laugh at me?? Grrr! ano ba naman to? wa poise lang..sa sobrang pag-iisip di ko napansin ang pinto..Sienna! wake up!
Hahahahaha! Of course I'll help you..but after I laugh it all out! hahahahaha! you're funny!
tsk!don't bother..hmp..
don't be such a bum..i'm just playing..
well..i'm not.. I'd better get inside..and focus on my studies..yah right..focus..fingers crossed!..
RRRRRRRrrrrrrrIIIIIIIIIIiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnNNNNNNNggggggg!
classes over! Thank God! I want to go home..and maybe i'll sulk myself to sleep..yah..that's what i'm gonna do..
Hey!Since you've been a good sheperd and led the lost lamb.. the lamb is inviting you over for some ice cream..c'mon..then i'll take you home..
I don't like ice cream..
how about some cake??or pizza??you like that?or how about--
I don't want to go out..
such a total bummer...i just want to--
look Jay.. i helped you just because that is the most moral thing to do..I don't want to go out..i don't want to eat..i don't want to talk..i just want to be alone! wanna know why?? 'coz i'm sad!i'm depressed!i am super depressed that i don't know what to do anymore! may magagawa ka ba para mawala tong nararamdaman ko??may magagawa ka ba??wala naman diba..kaya pwede ba..stop bothering me!..
OMG! everyone's staring at me..so what! i could care less..
wooh! that's harsh..yes i couldn't do anything about whatever problem you have..wala talaga ako magagawa..hindi ko nga alam problema mo eh...but you can always do something for yourself.. yes you're sad but you don't have to involve everyone in your world of sadness.. yes..we understand that your sad..but it's never a reason to act that way towards other people.. just so you know..HINDI LANG SA'YO UMIIKOT ANG MUNDO..