You Seem To Bring Out The Worst In Me

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by lEvlampial

by lEvlampial

you seem to bring out the worst in me

I never was insecure until I met you

I never had an issue with other girls

until I saw them looking at you

I became envious of their long, blonde curls

I never argued so loudly, fought with my mind so much

I never got upset at little things, or punished by relinquishing my touch

I don't like this feeling i'm getting

that I don't know who I am anymore

I despise the games we're playing

to love me has become such a chore

you, however, seem way more than fine

you aren't tortured by a change in personality

to you, everything is great, I am yours and you are mine

but you aren't losing your humanity

you aren't losing your mind

I don't know what to do

can I find my old self again?

or is too late for a redo

have I reached the bitter end?

you seem to bring out the worst in me, but the funny thing is you don't even try

it's my natural response to your love

maybe to say hello to my old self, I need to tell you goodbye