The Mysteries Of The Mind

The Most Evil Thing

the most evil thing you can do is make me want you when you never wanted me too

I fought you at the beginning, determined to not let anyone in

every wall you climbed with ease, every defense you overthrew 

you didn't give up, you played the game, you wanted to see it to the end

you kissed my forehead and my cheeks, you stroked my long brown hair

what I didn't know at the time was that this was a game, and you do not play fair

I started feeling safe with you, content in your silence and company

I felt myself opening up to the possibility of you, soon after that you chose to run from me

you got me right where you wanted, loving, vulnerable and hopeful

then you took your affection and undid every single word and action, now only anecdotal 

you never wanted me or my mind, I was a challenge you couldn't pass up trying

I didn't want to give in but you were kind, you made me feel like I was flying

in the blink of an eye everything I knew was gone, only left with bittersweet memories

you opened up my heart with your bare hands, then chose to make us enemies 

you left me questioning everything, not knowing what on earth I was supposed to do

the most evil thing you can do is make me want you when you never wanted me too