My Crush Likes a Girl ≈ Hyunlix

Lovey Dovey Boy ·¹

Incase you didn't know, we're childhood friends.

Anyways,
Felix and I were doing a pillow fight, we played a playlist that my friend, Seungmin, recommended for our sleepover. I threw him two pillows and ran for shelter before he got up.

He was about to hit me till a certain song played. wish you were gay by Billie Eilish.

I looked at him and shrugged, while he was thinking I decided to run towards him, once I did we both fell onto my bed. I tackled him and he pulled a blanket over us, I got nervous and tried pulling it off till he stopped me and put his leg around mine.

"Hyunjin-ah!! I love you!!" He told me, I felt a thousand butterflies flying around inside my stomach. "I love you too Angel" I told him, we both got up and decided to play games.

He was teaching me the basics of genshin impact, afterwards we got a message from Chris in one of our group chats.

"Hey boys! You're all free to join my party tomorrow, my place at 8pm." Felix and I looked at each other in excitement. "Are any of the girls going?" Felix asked, I didn't that too much of that one.

"Yeah! Yeji, Saka, and your biggest crush that's also Hyunjin's best friend...Mina!" Chris replied to his message,I looked at Felix and he looked so happy, like if he was truly happy.

While Felix and Chris were texting I decided to go to leave the room. "Felix I'll be back.", "okay!".

I had trouble walking straight without letting myself get hit by things due to my anger, I walked to my spare room and locked the door, I threw everything on the floor and glass kept breaking.

I grabbed my phone from my pocket and opened Mina's contact, "you do know Felix is going to the party, right?" I asked her and waited for a response as my leg shook up and down nervously.

"Uhm yeah, why?" She replied after a few minutes. I hate having to deal with her attitude. "Don't over dress. You know I like him." I responded, my face formed into an evenly angry expression, "I can dress however I want~ don't worry too much 😂" with that I threw my phone against the wall.

I got up from the bed and unlocked the room door. Once I got out I locked it with my nail from the outside, I walked over to my room and noticed Felix was on facetime, I recognized the other voice, Mina's voice, a voice like no other...

I got on the bed and moved myself closer to Felix, i pecked him on the forehead and frowned as he pushed me away. I looked at his phone screen, then I saw her. She was wearing tight small shorts with a crop top that made her chest look big.

I gripped onto my blanket, sitting in silence.

"I forgot I threw my phone.." I whispered to myself, I thought of what to do as he kept talking to her. I grabbed my laptop that was on the desk right next to the side of the bed where I was. I opened Spotify and played my secret playlist. To my surprise, a mature song played, I quickly grabbed my headphones from the desk, I plugged them in.

I decide to text my friends on my laptop, as I looked towards Felix I saw his bright smile, the smile that I love seeing oh-so much. I couldn't handle it anymore and slammed my laptop closed. I took out my headphones and got under the covers, I peeked before facing towards me desk, he didn't even seem bothered.

I let out a heavy sigh as I fell asleep.