Middle (Turn back the Time for Us)

7th

Sorry for late update.. Trangkaso ang lola nyo 1 and a half weeks na but I'll try to create a long chapter.. Thank you for reading 🥹

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When there story started everything went smoothly but then it ended so badly that both of them were hurting..

Kapag nagmamahal ka dapat handa ka sa kahit anong unos na mangyayare pero in reality di mo yun mapaghahandaan, may mga bagay na hindi mo inaasahan and that is for sure..

Love stories were all the same but in a different scenarios but at the end of the day hearts will not be manipulated.. Niloloko mo lang sarili mo kung iisipin mong wala ka nang nararamdaman pero ang totoo you still felt the love that you want to end which pretending will lead to a heart breaking moment..

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"I hate mornings but as if I have a choice!" Nagising ako sa maingay na tugtog sa kapitbahay but I can't be mad since I don't own this world..

I decided to go to the bathroom and calm myself while playing my only playlist..

I hope that I can turn back the time to make it all alright, all alright for us..

I'll promise to build a new world for us two.. with you in the middle..

Marahas akong ngumiti "build a new world?" Sinong niloko ko..

Bumalik ako sa reyalidad at nagbihis matapos ang isang oras ng pagligo na di ko namalayan.. my mind is out of this world and crying as if there's no tommorow.. sabi ko di na ko iiyak but then it happen, you happened..

Ilang linggo ang nakalipas matapos namin magusap sa telepeno but it feels like I want to go back to that time at sumbatan sya pero di ko magawa.. ganon nalang ba yun? bakit parang ang dali, ang dali sakanya na gawin ang gusto nya.. Did he even ask me if I want to talk or even want his presence? Kung sa kanya madali well not for me.. masyadong masakit maiwan ng di mo alam kung kung babalik pa.. You promise the world but then you got scared and left me with no choice. Ganon na ba ko kadali na bitawan just because I'm so attached to you at alam mong hahabol ako at babalik sayo? Masyado ba kong naging kaawa awa? Am I that person? na sa tuwing iiwan mo lalapit at magmamakaawa ng paulit ulit?..

Mapait akong ngumiti at di namalayan ang pagpatak ng luha ko na ilang buwan ko nang di nauubos ayaw maubos walang katapusan.. You're not the Liana that I know, iba kana sobrang mahina at hinamak ng tadhana.. lagi nalang bang ganito? You should start being the best version of yourself from now on.

Lumabas ako ng mabigat ang loob iniisip kong tawagan ang mga kaibigang gusto akong damayan pero pilit kong tinataboy dahil sa ugali kong di ko pinapaintindi.. That's it! You need to be back Liana, you need to.

Kinuha ko ang phone ko para tawagan ang isang taong alam kong pilit kong nilalayo, she's there when I started and until the day that end things sa lahat ng unos kasayahan at lahat lahat andyan sya...

"Hello?" Sagot sa kabilang linya na mukang bagong gising pa.

"Ahm H-Hello"nauutal kong sagot..

"Oh hi Lian!" she sounded happy and I know she is even I can't see her reactions..

"Hi girl! Tara labas tayo antayin kita sa SM just hang out and catching up with our life?" tahimik ang kabilang linya and humihiling akong papayag sya.. sana I need someone right now na makakaintindi..

"Sure! I'll be there in 20 minutes" naghuhumiyaw ang puso ko "Thank you jane!" I was waiting sa foodcourt when someone approach me sumisigaw sya but I just smiled, I think she miss me that much.