chapter 3

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asher's pov || (woa different pov)

my mind has been thinking at the boy a lot recently. i think his name was spencer??? yea something like that. he was really nice and kind tho !

i kinda wanna see him again. idk if i wanna just show up to his house tho that would probably be wierd. so i decide just to take a walk and maybe bump into him?? i don't know. god this person is taking up half of my brain.

ranboo/spencer pov ||

i decide to call roy and talk to him about how my life is going here so far. but i notice he seems a little off
"hey roy you okay ? you seem a little off."
"tbh no not really. i miss you alot and don't really have people to talk to"
"you'll be okay i promise. we can call often and i'll see if i can visit you soon."
"okay spencer. just promise me one thing"
"okay what is it"
"please don't ever leave me"

i start to kinda tear up at the thought of him thinking that. knowing that he probably isn't in a good mental space. i'll try to help him as much as i can tho.

"i promise i won't leave you roy."

the call ends just like that then i'm left with my own thoughts. i decide to take a walk since it helps me calm down. i grab my phone and headphones.

"MOM DAD IM GOING ON A WALK"
"OKAY BE SAFE BYEE"
"BYE"

i head out the door and instantly put on music.
the first song i hear is sofia by clairo. i hum the lyrics and from a distance i see asher my neighbor.
i walk around going to the park and before i know it i'm almost at my house.

i decide to tweet saying i'll be going live soon.
"mom dad imma go stream"
"okay have a good stream !" they both say
————————————————————————— "HI CHATTTT HOW ARE WE"
(chat is in bold like this)
eh okay
good now that you streamed :333
if im honest really bad
good :D

i glance over the chat "awh chat remember everything will be better soon ! it will get better i promise."
i go on with the stream for a little and realize it's been a little over 2hrs so i decide i'll end stream
"welp chat that'll be the stream for today ! hope everyone has a good day/night ! buhbyeeeee"
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416 words !! imma try and post new chapters

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