Today is Loki's 2nd death anniversary. My dog who died and took my soul with him since he crossed the bridge. How do I describe my dog? Well, he was very friendly, sweet, awesome, and incredibly handsome. But he's impatient if he can't find his toys, lol. He was my therapy dog, my best friend. I can still almost feel his fur everytime I look at his photos/videos. I truly thanked God for the time I had with him no matter how much it hurts to have lost him. Sometimes people tend to belittle the love that we feel for our pets, but I think it's one of the purest.
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I miss him every single day and it's been hitting me extra hard recently. I can still remember the exact time that I oddly just felt numb. He was that special to me. For the most part, I am still grieving but not nearly as depressed. He took a big chunk of my heart with him, but it's totally fine because having him in my life made me such a better person. I'm so grateful for that. I only hope that he's happy and running free somewhere, saying "Hey it's alright, we'll meet again someday. I'm just here waiting on the other side".
Grief is taking a huge toll on me that's why sometimes I do feel bad and blame myself. So I guess, healing is never going to be the same for everyone. No matter how much we try, they won't live as long as us, and it's better that way because we wouldn't want them to deal with the grief of losing us.
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To my Loki, I miss you so much, my baby big boy. Thank you for visiting me in my dreams! You deserve every moment I spend thinking fondly of you, and it'll be all yours to have in a unique way.
I'm literally crying right now and getting emotional whiplash over here. Anyway, thanks for reading.
